Grey Clouds In Apartment 201 by ENDGRAY Lyrics

[Verse: ENDGRAY}
Lost in my head
Covered in grey
Blood in my hands, sit down and pray
I got no shame bitch, i'm learning to die
And if i'm honest I like it a lot
Posting my thoughts, no one will like
And its alright cause I won't be fine
Begging and pleading that will reach out
I'm stressed and scared that you'll never come back
Back in my head
Drowning in blood
Well who am I? It's good that you asked
Don't know myself and it's killing me babe
Memories of you are what keep me intact
All of my friends think that i'm dead
They want me stop and to be strong
Lighting my smokes in the mist of the night
Telling myself that i'll make it through
Why do I lie?
[Verse: ENDGRAY]
They don't even know me
They just avoid me
They think i'm crazy cause the way I bleed for you is too much to see
Put the gun to my head and pull the trigger
Then I will die, fall to my grave
Everyone faking and everyone sad
Everyone dies
Now i'm all numb
Running away, missing your touch
Kissing your face, letting you go
My one mistake and I cannot forget
The time that you fucked me all night, black lights all night
Come back to me one last time
Lets get high
Then escape
Over and over again

[Outro: ENDGRAY]
We will make it work, yeah
We will make it work, yeah
We will make it work
Baby we will make it work, I swear