Dead Feelings by EMILY COLE Lyrics

I’ve been up since who knows when
Thoughts bouncin’ round all in my head
Try to play cool but i don’t know what to do
Don’t wanna smoke some mary jane just to please you
I’m handlin’ handlin’ things my own way
No matter what matter what all the people say
Don’t wanna take a xan, know you won’t understand
It’s not part of my plan to fade away


How could you think it’s all in my head?
Uncontrollable anxiety, I’d rather stay in bed
And I don’t wanna drink, so
Side effects don’t fuck with me
I can’t wait til these feelings are dead
How could you think it’s all in my head?
Not my fault I remember everything you ever said
And I don’t wanna drink, so
Side effects don’t fuck with me
I can’t wait til these feelings are dead

No they don’t get it, my mind’s another planet
Mentality that’s foreign, don’t wanna ignore it
Baby can't you see, I’m not even sorry
For rejectin’ everythin’ that doesn’t benefit me
So do ya get the picture yet, hmmm
Why you so ignorant, yeahhh
I don’t wanna be delirious, I’m being serious
Everything is worse under the influence

How could you think it’s all in my head?
Uncontrollable anxiety, I’d rather stay in bed
And I don’t wanna drink, so
Side effects don’t fuck with me
I can’t wait til these feelings are dead
How could you think it’s all in my head?
Not my fault I remember everything you ever said
And I don’t wanna drink, so
Side effects don’t fuck with me
I can’t wait til these feelings are dead