CANT MANAGE by EASTSIDE SOULJA Lyrics
CHORUS:
I can’t manage uh
Fix this damage uh
Had to sleep on the floor in cold with no mattress uh
All this trauma uh
Got jumped by some niggas and ever since then I started acting up
I’m So heartless uh
Got played by a bitch so I can’t love no one
Nah I can’t trust no one uh
Got kicked outta the crib by my father guess I ain’t his favorite son
Ima savage uh
The opps wanna see me broke so I get that paper and stack it up
It’s Habit uh
Mama I love you I should’ve told you about my depression uh
But I couldn’t uh
Losing my faith in god so I really believed nobody could save me uh
Verse:
I came up from the bottom I wasn’t suppose to win
Everyday I’d wake up and reflect on my sins
I was praying to god knowing I’d fuck up again
I was at war with my demons after letting them In
I was down at lowest but I had to pretend
I was tryna move on but I ain’t know where to begin
These Niggas be faking but claim they yo friend
That’s why I roll with my brothers I don't got time for amends
Take a Look in my eyes and see the pain in my face
Take a look in your eyes and see the bitch that raised
I been a real nigga I am what I claim
Don’t you claim you a 100 if hang with them snakes
Gave my heart to a bitch and I watched as she changed
I’m just trapped in my thoughts and I’ve been tryna escape
But It’s lots regrets I take that to the grave
Pre chorus:
Came up from bottom disadvantage
No I never had shit and I couldn’t stand it
All of them nights that I had planned this
If niggas want then smoke I’m bout action
So many times that I was embarrassed
Losing my mind I think that I'm damaged
I'm losing my mind I think that I'm uh
CHORUS:
I can’t manage uh
Fix this damage uh
Had to sleep on the floor in cold with no mattress uh
All this trauma uh
Got jumped by some niggas and ever since then I started acting up
I’m So heartless uh
Got played by a bitch so I can’t love no one
Nah I can’t trust no one uh
Got kicked outta the crib by my father guess I ain’t his favorite son
Ima savage uh
The opps wanna see me broke so I get that paper and stack it up
It’s Habit uh
Mama I love you I should’ve told you about my depression uh
But I couldn’t uh
Losing my faith in god so I really believed nobody could save me uh
Verse:
I been a real nigga since the day I was born
But by the 11 I was mentally torn
All my trauma and demons I couldn’t ignore
I was down on my ass I was stuck on the floor I was telling myself I couldn’t do it no more
Tryna move on from the past but the trauma so deep shit I tend to relapse and
Mama ya son is a fighter, a rapper, a nigga with dreams he don’t belong In no class
Everyday I wake up with these scars on my body that remind me of my past
I really don’t feel no emotions a heart is just sum I wasn’t supposed to have
Bitch I’ve been fighting disorders I ain’t even know that I had
I wanna speak on these bitches and niggas that claimed that they loved but never showed up
If anyone speak on my brothers, my sister, my mother, my cousins they gonna die young
Pre chorus:
I’d rather talk about trenches than talk about love
One of them showed me how to come up and the other showed me I wasn’t enough
So ima keep chasing money and go run it up
Surrounded by snakes ain’t nobody to trust
I’m losing my mind and it’s fucking me up
But I'm losing my cause
CHORUS:
I can’t manage uh
Fix this damage uh
Had to sleep on the floor in cold with no mattress uh
All this trauma uh
Got jumped by some niggas and ever since then I started acting up
I’m So heartless uh
Got played by a bitch so I can’t love no one
Nah I can’t trust no one uh
Got kicked outta the crib by my father guess I ain’t his favorite son
Ima savage uh
The opps wanna see me broke so I get that paper and stack it up
It’s Habit uh
Mama I love you I should’ve told you about my depression uh
But I couldn’t uh
Losing my faith in god so I really believed nobody could save me uh
I can’t manage uh
Fix this damage uh
Had to sleep on the floor in cold with no mattress uh
All this trauma uh
Got jumped by some niggas and ever since then I started acting up
I’m So heartless uh
Got played by a bitch so I can’t love no one
Nah I can’t trust no one uh
Got kicked outta the crib by my father guess I ain’t his favorite son
Ima savage uh
The opps wanna see me broke so I get that paper and stack it up
It’s Habit uh
Mama I love you I should’ve told you about my depression uh
But I couldn’t uh
Losing my faith in god so I really believed nobody could save me uh
Verse:
I came up from the bottom I wasn’t suppose to win
Everyday I’d wake up and reflect on my sins
I was praying to god knowing I’d fuck up again
I was at war with my demons after letting them In
I was down at lowest but I had to pretend
I was tryna move on but I ain’t know where to begin
These Niggas be faking but claim they yo friend
That’s why I roll with my brothers I don't got time for amends
Take a Look in my eyes and see the pain in my face
Take a look in your eyes and see the bitch that raised
I been a real nigga I am what I claim
Don’t you claim you a 100 if hang with them snakes
Gave my heart to a bitch and I watched as she changed
I’m just trapped in my thoughts and I’ve been tryna escape
But It’s lots regrets I take that to the grave
Pre chorus:
Came up from bottom disadvantage
No I never had shit and I couldn’t stand it
All of them nights that I had planned this
If niggas want then smoke I’m bout action
So many times that I was embarrassed
Losing my mind I think that I'm damaged
I'm losing my mind I think that I'm uh
CHORUS:
I can’t manage uh
Fix this damage uh
Had to sleep on the floor in cold with no mattress uh
All this trauma uh
Got jumped by some niggas and ever since then I started acting up
I’m So heartless uh
Got played by a bitch so I can’t love no one
Nah I can’t trust no one uh
Got kicked outta the crib by my father guess I ain’t his favorite son
Ima savage uh
The opps wanna see me broke so I get that paper and stack it up
It’s Habit uh
Mama I love you I should’ve told you about my depression uh
But I couldn’t uh
Losing my faith in god so I really believed nobody could save me uh
Verse:
I been a real nigga since the day I was born
But by the 11 I was mentally torn
All my trauma and demons I couldn’t ignore
I was down on my ass I was stuck on the floor I was telling myself I couldn’t do it no more
Tryna move on from the past but the trauma so deep shit I tend to relapse and
Mama ya son is a fighter, a rapper, a nigga with dreams he don’t belong In no class
Everyday I wake up with these scars on my body that remind me of my past
I really don’t feel no emotions a heart is just sum I wasn’t supposed to have
Bitch I’ve been fighting disorders I ain’t even know that I had
I wanna speak on these bitches and niggas that claimed that they loved but never showed up
If anyone speak on my brothers, my sister, my mother, my cousins they gonna die young
Pre chorus:
I’d rather talk about trenches than talk about love
One of them showed me how to come up and the other showed me I wasn’t enough
So ima keep chasing money and go run it up
Surrounded by snakes ain’t nobody to trust
I’m losing my mind and it’s fucking me up
But I'm losing my cause
CHORUS:
I can’t manage uh
Fix this damage uh
Had to sleep on the floor in cold with no mattress uh
All this trauma uh
Got jumped by some niggas and ever since then I started acting up
I’m So heartless uh
Got played by a bitch so I can’t love no one
Nah I can’t trust no one uh
Got kicked outta the crib by my father guess I ain’t his favorite son
Ima savage uh
The opps wanna see me broke so I get that paper and stack it up
It’s Habit uh
Mama I love you I should’ve told you about my depression uh
But I couldn’t uh
Losing my faith in god so I really believed nobody could save me uh