Grey by Down Again Lyrics

[Verse 1]
Pretty eyes and her mother’s smile
She was stunning, and I could tell by how she looked at me
That we were thinking the same thing
What a perfect beginning
But she couldn’t see, the hell inside of me
The hell inside of me

[Verse 2]
Now I’m choking on my words
I take it all back
Never thought I’d say that
Praying for a god to
Come and save my soul
But I’m not sure if I mean it
I was fucked up
And too young
There’s something fucking wrong with me
I think maybe
I’ve always been a shade of grey
[Verse 3]
Everything is pain, and everything I hate lives inside of me
Hypocrite, piece of shit, I know what’s right but I can’t do it
Saw myself as a savior with a golden crown
But couldn’t see the skeletons piling all around
Swore I loved you, I swore that I’d fix all the pain
I’d say I love you, tell a lie, it sounded all the same
I never meant to hurt you, I’ll take all the blame
I’d say I’m sorry, but there’s nothing left for me to change
Run away, run away, get the fuck away from me
There is grey inside my brain, a seeping seething disease