Beyond Redemption by Dez Mona Lyrics

We talked a lot, spoke a lot
Dwelled on so long
I hesitated to touch you
But you pulled me right into your heart

It was the first time I felt this way
It’s hard to explain you how and why
My memory fails again
Hollow and full of doubt

Is it an hour, a day, maybe a year
An hour, a day, a year

You said it was regrettable
A vicious state of mind
And I don’t know why
I don’t know why
It felt like a goddamn fucking lie

Oh your dedication
Astonished me
The strength you had to stay with me
To overlook my pride
Overlook my pride
But it felt like a goddamn vicious lie
And a blessing it was
A gift it seemed
A God whom I’ve denied
For long, for long
Too long, too long

Is it an hour, a day, maybe a year
An hour, a day, maybe a year

And now I recognize, it lingers on
I recognize the coming and the going of your smile
Falling apart, we’re falling apart on different times

And now I know, now I know
Now I know I’m drowning in a well of denial
And it lingers on
It lingers on and I’m drying out

No calming thoughts crossed my mind
Reconsidering the fact that you are gone
For an hour, a day, a year
No calming thoughts crossed my mind
Reconsidering the fact that you are gone
For an hour, a day, maybe a year

An hour, a day, maybe a year
An hour, a day, maybe a year