I Am by Dextro Lyrics
Produced by Dextro
Demo Mix
[Verse 1]
1.If we're being honest its true don't think I'll ever understand
2.Why I can never be happy or what it takes to be a man
3.Every plan goes to waste can't look my self in the face
4.And I need to make a change cause I'm sick of the failure's taste
5.Need to act in haste or straight up dissapear with no trace
6.To my name I' a disgrace but they never do abandon
7.I'm to the son of two angels the only reason I'm still standin
8.Took it all for granted and their trust I left damaged
9.From redemption I've been banished into exile I was casted
10.Try to understand it but the pain is everlasting
11.Burning me just like acid drinking gas swallowing the matchsticks
12.People made of plastic telling me its all cool
13.The shadow runs my life I'm stuck under the tyrants rule
14.Try to utilize the tools that I worked hard to acquire
15.It will always be the fools who is burned first by the fire
16.Never tire or stray from the path I take I keep to the road I know
17.This is the ode for the unknown the ones who cursed to be alone
18.Through this lonely life I roam I accept that I must be punished
19.But if I had just one wish all the pain I caused done with
20.A dream I run with keeps me from breaking down completely
21.I deserve how must treat me my own brain tries to deceive me
22.Pray for one who can free me but this man ain't worthy of another
23.Tears in the eyes of my mother reminds me of all my sins
24.I dont think I'll ever win
[Chorus: x2]
1.Doesn't matter where I wander never mattered where I roamed
2.But this endless guilt it breaks me down I'm not made of stone
3. Doesn't matter where I wander never mattered where I roamed
4.So please tell me can I come home?
5.Doesn't matter where I wander never mattered where I roamed
6.But this endless guilt it breaks me down I'm not made of stone
7.But now I am alone I am always alone
8.So please tell me can I come home?
[Verse 2]
1.See the world from new perspectives change the view with how you seeing it
2.Question every belief and what made you start believing it
3.Breathing in heavy I keep both feet up on the ground
4.Waiting for my chance to come unbound wait for the sun to come around
5.And break the cloudy cover thats been there for so long
6.Paid no mind to what could go wrong that was a vital mistake
7.Thoughts came rushing like a river think the levee is gonna break
8.Feel my body quake as I take another shot
9.Yes I sweat and start to shake never mattered how hard I fought
10.Never caught that which I sought it ties my inside into knots
11.Until my body rots this man is never gonna fold
12.The flames are getting hot but still I'm feeling cold
13.Every lessons that I learn in the end its just a memory
14.Forgetting every lie said to me it feels heavenly
15.Hope to live past my seventies as long as they are letting me
16.I already see my goals and I'll pursue them for a while
17.Lost and feeling like a child broken down by these trials
18.Find the isles of my ancestores who watching down a smile
19.Depression in piles it weighs me down like an achor
20.Anxiety kills like cancer searchin daily for the answer
21.Find my place with the dancer the sirens singing their song
22.Yes I know it won't be long until I'm freed from my bindings
23.I search for the silver lining look but I'll never know
24.Hoping soon I will grow
[Chorus: x2]
1.Doesn't matter where I wander never mattered where I roamed
2.But this endless guilt it breaks me down I'm not made of stone
3. Doesn't matter where I wander never mattered where I roamed
4.So please tell me can I come home?
5.Doesn't matter where I wander never mattered where I roamed
6.But this endless guilt it breaks me down I'm not made of stone
7.But now I am alone I am always alone
8.So please tell me can I come home?
Demo Mix
[Verse 1]
1.If we're being honest its true don't think I'll ever understand
2.Why I can never be happy or what it takes to be a man
3.Every plan goes to waste can't look my self in the face
4.And I need to make a change cause I'm sick of the failure's taste
5.Need to act in haste or straight up dissapear with no trace
6.To my name I' a disgrace but they never do abandon
7.I'm to the son of two angels the only reason I'm still standin
8.Took it all for granted and their trust I left damaged
9.From redemption I've been banished into exile I was casted
10.Try to understand it but the pain is everlasting
11.Burning me just like acid drinking gas swallowing the matchsticks
12.People made of plastic telling me its all cool
13.The shadow runs my life I'm stuck under the tyrants rule
14.Try to utilize the tools that I worked hard to acquire
15.It will always be the fools who is burned first by the fire
16.Never tire or stray from the path I take I keep to the road I know
17.This is the ode for the unknown the ones who cursed to be alone
18.Through this lonely life I roam I accept that I must be punished
19.But if I had just one wish all the pain I caused done with
20.A dream I run with keeps me from breaking down completely
21.I deserve how must treat me my own brain tries to deceive me
22.Pray for one who can free me but this man ain't worthy of another
23.Tears in the eyes of my mother reminds me of all my sins
24.I dont think I'll ever win
[Chorus: x2]
1.Doesn't matter where I wander never mattered where I roamed
2.But this endless guilt it breaks me down I'm not made of stone
3. Doesn't matter where I wander never mattered where I roamed
4.So please tell me can I come home?
5.Doesn't matter where I wander never mattered where I roamed
6.But this endless guilt it breaks me down I'm not made of stone
7.But now I am alone I am always alone
8.So please tell me can I come home?
[Verse 2]
1.See the world from new perspectives change the view with how you seeing it
2.Question every belief and what made you start believing it
3.Breathing in heavy I keep both feet up on the ground
4.Waiting for my chance to come unbound wait for the sun to come around
5.And break the cloudy cover thats been there for so long
6.Paid no mind to what could go wrong that was a vital mistake
7.Thoughts came rushing like a river think the levee is gonna break
8.Feel my body quake as I take another shot
9.Yes I sweat and start to shake never mattered how hard I fought
10.Never caught that which I sought it ties my inside into knots
11.Until my body rots this man is never gonna fold
12.The flames are getting hot but still I'm feeling cold
13.Every lessons that I learn in the end its just a memory
14.Forgetting every lie said to me it feels heavenly
15.Hope to live past my seventies as long as they are letting me
16.I already see my goals and I'll pursue them for a while
17.Lost and feeling like a child broken down by these trials
18.Find the isles of my ancestores who watching down a smile
19.Depression in piles it weighs me down like an achor
20.Anxiety kills like cancer searchin daily for the answer
21.Find my place with the dancer the sirens singing their song
22.Yes I know it won't be long until I'm freed from my bindings
23.I search for the silver lining look but I'll never know
24.Hoping soon I will grow
[Chorus: x2]
1.Doesn't matter where I wander never mattered where I roamed
2.But this endless guilt it breaks me down I'm not made of stone
3. Doesn't matter where I wander never mattered where I roamed
4.So please tell me can I come home?
5.Doesn't matter where I wander never mattered where I roamed
6.But this endless guilt it breaks me down I'm not made of stone
7.But now I am alone I am always alone
8.So please tell me can I come home?