These Games We Play by Desert City Soundtrack Lyrics

Pull myself and the curtains off of the sheets
Last night steps desperate conversations
I knew when i lost it
I lost you
Its been years is this my way of saying. sorry i pushed you too far?
I need to lose this edge and clear my head
This is intense i need to clear my fucking head
Our secrets kept behind closed doors, now revealed
How many secrets have you shared with everyone?
Don't throw me against the wall you hold my throat
So i can't breathe so i won't breathe. how could i have been so close?
Those eyes weren't yours
Why won't i let you pull the stitches from my wrists, like i've let you do so many times before?
I've only got one week to live