Pessimist by Deniable Lyrics

5:21 in the studi'
Gotta write my raps down, make a movie
(Write down, make a movie)
But then I came in thinking that I’m Rain Man, I'm winning everything around 'till the plane land
('till the motherfuckin' plane land)
But then my plane took off in my own hands it took the blueprints
To no plan, thanks
(no goddam plan, thanks)
It like I’m dealing with a war in my own head but I surrender
Fuck what I just said
(fuck what I just said)

Anytime that you be dealing with a problem, just call
I mean, I’m dealing with my own but I never had a phone
If I did I would've made that call
And if I never had a home I’d be living on the streets but I am mentally
And if I never was alone then I never would of moaned but I do frequently

[Hook]
Pessimist, that’s what I am, I'm Pessimist
No optimist, I'm a Pessimist
That's what I am, I'm a Pessimist
I am the King at what I do
(What I do)
I am the King at who I know
(Who I know)
I am the King at where I go, I am the King, Inhale the snow
(Do you feel me? Oh Lord, do you feel me?)
Because i'm feeling kinda happy when the beat drops
Turn of events, I'm a half full nig-nog
(haha, I'm a half full nig-nog)
Its like I'm running out of time until I'm sad again
Look at the clock while the clock go tick-tock
(uh, the clock go tick-tick)

[Hook]
Pessimist, that’s what I am, I'm Pessimist
No optimist, I'm a Pessimist
That's what I am, I'm a Pessimist