Imagination by DempseyRollBoy Lyrics
[Verse 1]
It's all for nothing
Everything I’ve done
Drowning underwater
Thinking what have I become?
I can't feel a thing
Fuck, I think I'm going numb
Maybe I’m insane
I'm just not enough
Crying out for help
But this isn't an act
I been broken, I feel hopeless
Damn it, this is a fact
It's like why you think
I always spill my pain on these tracks?
Because I'm running from myself
I write this shit to relax
Maybe I was made in
Somebody's imagination
Listen you don't know me
You're not in my situation
There’s things going on here
That need examination
And nobody but me will ever
Know that information
I lost certain things
That will never be restored
Everybody leaves me
My life’s an open door
It saddens me to say this
But when it rains
It pours
How do I survive
In the eye of the storm?
How can love exist
If there's no one that expresses it?
Everybody’s hurtin'
Look around you for the evidence
Suicide is something
That's becoming too repetitive
Do I got the will to keep on going
That's a negative
[Verse 2]
I’m so understanding
I see life from different angles
But these people all around me
Love to give everyone labels
As if they themselves are angels
Picture perfect, wearing halos
Hypocritical and ignorant
Until you turn the tables on em'
Fuck em' all
I never wanna fit in with em'
Fuck that
I just want a break for a second
Where the drugs at?
I don't feel a thing when I'm faded
And I love that
I forget it all when I'm gone
And I love that
[Verse 3]
Yeah
Under such a dark sky
Standing by a payphone
Examining my fears
Cuz' I know I gotta face those
Everyone's a fraud
Cuz' they pick and choose what they show
I do what I want
Instead of doing what they say so
Turning into nothingness
I'm stuck in zero gravity
Lately, my life alter my perception of reality
I wonder if somebody way above is just imagining me
My mind is playing games
With me, my story is a tragedy
I speak for those who can't
I've been playing devil's advocate
I never wanted anything
I think I'm here on accident
I try to stop the bleeding and I try to be compassionate
But you can't understand me unless you know 'bout abandonment
It's DRB for short
Motherfucker. that's the acronym
I never been good enough
I'm bad and I'm inadequate
They see me as a villain
Like I'm some sort of antagonist
I got a black heart
And plus my energy is cancerous
I went from bad to worse
And damn, the damage hurts
I'm in a sea of flames
With every wave, it bursts
I'm a burden to myself
And I got so many concerned
I thought I could be happy
But I guess I'll never learn
It's all for nothing
Everything I’ve done
Drowning underwater
Thinking what have I become?
I can't feel a thing
Fuck, I think I'm going numb
Maybe I’m insane
I'm just not enough
Crying out for help
But this isn't an act
I been broken, I feel hopeless
Damn it, this is a fact
It's like why you think
I always spill my pain on these tracks?
Because I'm running from myself
I write this shit to relax
Maybe I was made in
Somebody's imagination
Listen you don't know me
You're not in my situation
There’s things going on here
That need examination
And nobody but me will ever
Know that information
I lost certain things
That will never be restored
Everybody leaves me
My life’s an open door
It saddens me to say this
But when it rains
It pours
How do I survive
In the eye of the storm?
How can love exist
If there's no one that expresses it?
Everybody’s hurtin'
Look around you for the evidence
Suicide is something
That's becoming too repetitive
Do I got the will to keep on going
That's a negative
[Verse 2]
I’m so understanding
I see life from different angles
But these people all around me
Love to give everyone labels
As if they themselves are angels
Picture perfect, wearing halos
Hypocritical and ignorant
Until you turn the tables on em'
Fuck em' all
I never wanna fit in with em'
Fuck that
I just want a break for a second
Where the drugs at?
I don't feel a thing when I'm faded
And I love that
I forget it all when I'm gone
And I love that
[Verse 3]
Yeah
Under such a dark sky
Standing by a payphone
Examining my fears
Cuz' I know I gotta face those
Everyone's a fraud
Cuz' they pick and choose what they show
I do what I want
Instead of doing what they say so
Turning into nothingness
I'm stuck in zero gravity
Lately, my life alter my perception of reality
I wonder if somebody way above is just imagining me
My mind is playing games
With me, my story is a tragedy
I speak for those who can't
I've been playing devil's advocate
I never wanted anything
I think I'm here on accident
I try to stop the bleeding and I try to be compassionate
But you can't understand me unless you know 'bout abandonment
It's DRB for short
Motherfucker. that's the acronym
I never been good enough
I'm bad and I'm inadequate
They see me as a villain
Like I'm some sort of antagonist
I got a black heart
And plus my energy is cancerous
I went from bad to worse
And damn, the damage hurts
I'm in a sea of flames
With every wave, it bursts
I'm a burden to myself
And I got so many concerned
I thought I could be happy
But I guess I'll never learn