Nihilist Dictator by Cyberplasm Lyrics

i am not under control
end of days
always on my mind
doom cult obsessions
numb paralyzing fear
i'm in total control
if the end is near
why should i care
thrill and power
of everlasting apathy
negative mindset numbs my terror
nihilist dictator
It is not control
it is blatant denial
i'm in total control
i am not under control
i have the fucking control