Petrichor by Currahee Lyrics

Weak kneed and crumbling beneath, but i'd fall into a million pieces just to see you breathing but you're gone
There's a hint of rain in the air, the smell that makes you aware that there's a change in the weather
Whether we accept it or not it's stuck there forever
It's always changing and that's how life goes
We felt a love and here's the home we made it in, a now empty space that was scattered with your clothes became my center to wonder where you've been
A sick cycle carousel trenched in deep in the space between you and me
This can't keep happening there's too much at stake and it's just not fair. I took my time making choices (it's just not fair) on what the trail of life i'll leave behind
(it's just not fair) and i've come to one conclusion, heavens in your heart and hell is in your head
A pure lack of understanding
I've spent my entire life trying to find a comfort like this
Everything i worked hard for, i wish i never lived like this
It would've been so much easier to just let go and go on
Now i'm stuck living
It's just a matter of coming to terms, but who's terms are these?
Are they gods?
Is this the devil?
Do i have his demons running through my veins?
Are his shadows a reflection of who i used to be?
We all have baggage and regrets
Atleast i know where my skeletons are. existing, living, breathing