Upstream by Connor Philipp Lyrics
(A#FCmD#)
It ain't summer yet
But winter's almost over
Lying in our bed
We made here in our rover
How I imagine it
Our friends don't want us closer
But we can't stand this shit
We can't wait till we're older
We need this now (like I'm craving)
I need you now (I was shaking)
After each word (now I got you)
Made me think
Been a good kid since I was thirteen '
You make rules and I never break them '
Dinosaurs got nothing against them
I used to want to be one one of them '
Traded drugs for fun at the parties '
Was my dream cause I was so lonely '
Laughing now I fought myself downstream '
I know I was 'sposed to be sailing '
Upstream
To me
These
Flowers look like mine
Everything is blooming
Good at checking flies
I'm way too good at zooming
Someone says I'm right
Then I say I'm just lucky
Someone says not quite
Try to act like it's nothing
Had my luck charm when I was fifteen
I broke rules like I never had seen
Consequences of people failing
I was too focused on me to feel them
Bought a time machine I can't use it
To change past lives of the abuse that
Made me want to shrink
So I could wash him down the sink
Upstream
Upstream
(GmD#A#Dm)
When I was seventeen
I lost my mind racing
I used to think and still do somehow
Everything I do is so bad oh wow
When I was nineteen
I'm chasing twenty one
He can't wait to be royal
Why does he think that he's boring
(A#FCmD#)
Now he's twenty he made amends with
His past life or at least he tries
Not to forget but to give way less
This damn world it makes me feel hurt
Why do I keep on thinking words may
Heal these wounds no title fulfills you
I don't want to feel like this way
Forevermore so my tears go
Upstream
Upstream
Upstream
My tears go
Upstream
But I'm not holding it in
My tears go
Upstream
Upstream
Upstream
Upstream
Upstream
For me
It ain't summer yet
But winter's almost over
Lying in our bed
We made here in our rover
How I imagine it
Our friends don't want us closer
But we can't stand this shit
We can't wait till we're older
We need this now (like I'm craving)
I need you now (I was shaking)
After each word (now I got you)
Made me think
Been a good kid since I was thirteen '
You make rules and I never break them '
Dinosaurs got nothing against them
I used to want to be one one of them '
Traded drugs for fun at the parties '
Was my dream cause I was so lonely '
Laughing now I fought myself downstream '
I know I was 'sposed to be sailing '
Upstream
To me
These
Flowers look like mine
Everything is blooming
Good at checking flies
I'm way too good at zooming
Someone says I'm right
Then I say I'm just lucky
Someone says not quite
Try to act like it's nothing
Had my luck charm when I was fifteen
I broke rules like I never had seen
Consequences of people failing
I was too focused on me to feel them
Bought a time machine I can't use it
To change past lives of the abuse that
Made me want to shrink
So I could wash him down the sink
Upstream
Upstream
(GmD#A#Dm)
When I was seventeen
I lost my mind racing
I used to think and still do somehow
Everything I do is so bad oh wow
When I was nineteen
I'm chasing twenty one
He can't wait to be royal
Why does he think that he's boring
(A#FCmD#)
Now he's twenty he made amends with
His past life or at least he tries
Not to forget but to give way less
This damn world it makes me feel hurt
Why do I keep on thinking words may
Heal these wounds no title fulfills you
I don't want to feel like this way
Forevermore so my tears go
Upstream
Upstream
Upstream
My tears go
Upstream
But I'm not holding it in
My tears go
Upstream
Upstream
Upstream
Upstream
Upstream
For me