Awkward Drunk So Alone The Party Song by Complainer. Lyrics

And now I wish that I was less sober
But not as much as I wish that I was alone
And I’ve become a professional at counting down the seconds
Until I can make my leave

But I’m fearing that I’ve gone too deep
Saying no never made much sense to me
But there’s this thing inside my head
Forcing all these awkward conversations
I thought I’d never have you claim
This is for my health, so I’ll stand here against the wall
Waiting on this night to be over

And now I’m sure as hell not sober
I’m slurring my words and spitting out my lines
But the smoke in my face, the dead look in her eyes
Makes me thing I should just cut my loss

But I’m fearing that I’ve gone too deep
Saying no never made much sense to me
But there’s this thing inside my head
Forcing all these awkward conversations
I thought I’d never have you claim
This is for my health, so I’ll stand here against the wall
Waiting on this night to be over
Oh why am I like this, should I just give up?
Maybe I’ll keep trying, I mean
How much more can this go wrong?