All Seeing by Christopher Bonilla Lyrics

I felt this negative pulse in my heart and then it caught my fury
And not my praise
Had to learn to trust in God for the rest of my days
So now i turn the page
Like a hardcore man from the front face
But a coward later on and so i go and hide away
And i ignore my fellow neighbor for this courage i need
I felt bad at first because i don't want to leave
So please don't be mad at me
Understand that my emotions mean the most to me
Because if i don't feel good then i can't function correctly
Only reason i feel this way is because this girl is fond of me
I see her starring from a distance
And i slowly feel her resistance
And my thoughts begin to be consistent
Formed a plan from my own hands
And believed it would work
But it didn't
Then God said
"This fear will Not have dominion over You"
I thought perhaps He meant it just for the moment
I couldn't comprehend how much He loves me
And has already defeated all my opponents
And is constructing me with all sorts of championship components
But first i have to go through the door
And i know exactly where it is
But right before i stepped in
I told myself
"I can do this"
But knowing in my soul
That i am believing and trusting in a God that's invisible to me
But yet is
All Seeing