CRY PROD. KAYDUB by Chris RL Lyrics
I wanna make the beat cry
Project how I really feel inside
I ain't tryna go with the tide, but i'm tryna monetize these hustles all on the side, aye
Uh
Shout out to Keith for giving me these beats
He bring 'em all to life, I make 'em rest in peace
I undertake every loop that you give me
With a promise I'ma send it to sleep (moment of silence)
Uh
I found a photo of you and your Fam at Rep Your Beats, and
You can see thе pride in the eyеs of your little nieces
Part of me dies inside when I come out south
See the cards your dealt, you don't dwell, you be dreamin'
And that's why I fuck with you, you makin' W's
Outta L's, back to back, if you get cracked that's knuckles bruised
These 64 bars are so unofficial G
Don't need Dave to put me on the front line for a killing spree, but
If the offers there, then I won't turn it down
Just breathe with me, NPK taught me how to paint the town, Red
Yeah that's a fact though I'm prepared, I know a lot of these bars been going over heads, but
Shout out to Heps, Shout out to Royal
Can't forget my roots, Dirt city is the soil
Where Junt planted the seeds, and Neesh taught me I could hit the charts and still be ethical
Maybe break a rec' or too
My town full of drinking, drugging, fighting and fucking
I saw Todd on TV, who knew wasted youth would amount to something
I just wanna take it back to the start, and tell Tarms you hold a special place in my heart
Aye
Shout out Setu, We gon' blow this won't take too long
I hope you find a little relief when my tape come on
I know you struggle with depression and that chick you tossed
Plus the sickness of your sister, but I always insist ya
No Mum should have to bury her daughter
No Brother should ever lose his dearest supporter
I know it feels like torture watching Coyla sitting there with no hair
Shedding' tears, boy I'm here to support ya
Uh
You ain't alone bro, death ain't an end
And fuck this rap shit, want you to know I'm here as a friend
And you ain't gotta pretend, if you break down that don't mean you ain't strong
Your sister passed, but she ain't gone, uh
I hope my quotes can make a grown man cry
Uh
You see the warrior in Conan's eye
Well know that we as men are taught to store it within
We act like boys don't cry and that talk is a sin
But I, push those thoughts aside when I record at night
Mum would be mortified if she ever saw the time
She probably wonder why I'm up so late
Cos I don't want my 9 to 5 to decide my fate
Aye
My bro Andrew just had a child, I crack a smile
Little Raphael, It's trippy you're a Dad right now
Uh
You inspire me to boss my life up
Give me momentum when I feel like I'm lost and I'm stuck, uh
I stand in the shower and contemplate a way to pay the rent
Step eight, I'm tryna make some amends
I know that I can't change the world if at first I don't make my bed
Know I got a cause and I'm chasing it
Yeah
I got flaws but I'm embracing them
Yeah
I got dreams every day I try and waken them
I'm tryna pray every day I say, grant me serenity to accept things I cannot change
I study pyramids, acoustic sweep where my spirit is
Fuck what my shoes like, I been tryna do right
Tryna practice discipline Man I'm tryna change my ways
Look in the mirror 'fore I lay the blame
I say, As-Salaam-Alaikum, pray the pain will pass i'm patient
I got faith like Donny Yen, The Force Awakens
Son of a mason was taught support is more important than building walls and wars, I know the sacred laws of nation
Left foot forward like the temple of man, Aye
Recognize I do the best that I can
My home group taught me to never base my internal
Happiness and feelings on someone else's external
Uh
So this one for you, this for my crew, Aye
This one for Jake, this for my mates
This for my brother too, uh
This for every person hurtin' on the inside
And for my boy Roy I promise to bleed the pen cry
I hope my quotes can make a grown man cry
Uh
You see the warrior in Conan's eye
Well let the pain drip dry, these tear's tumble and tip
Try turn some of the struggle to something that I can live by
This for my Bro, every night in the stu'
On this wing, dyin' to find him some truth
I'm glad we hashed shit out, So I could let go of resentment
I'm glad that you let go of that tension
Cos' I've been on the fence about expressing
All the pain that I gave to my best friend
But I can honestly say with my hand on my heart
That I'm proud of all the change that you made on this path
Uh, Yeah Yeah uh Yeah
That type of shit can make a grown man cry
You see the warrior in Conan's eyes
You hear the hunger in the pit of my stomach
And I ain't move up from New Plymouth to sit here and wonder
I'm here to let the world know, this 'Naki boy will never fold
I'm here to pull so it's set in stone
And if the industry reject me
And the scene don't accept me
It's cool, I ain't base my happiness off this rapping shit
I wanna make the beat cry
Project how I really feel inside
I ain't tryna go with the tide, but i'm tryna monetize these hustles all on the side, uh
I wanna make the beat cry
Project how I really feel inside
I ain't tryna go with the tide, but i'm tryna monetize these hustles all on the side, uh
Project how I really feel inside
I ain't tryna go with the tide, but i'm tryna monetize these hustles all on the side, aye
Uh
Shout out to Keith for giving me these beats
He bring 'em all to life, I make 'em rest in peace
I undertake every loop that you give me
With a promise I'ma send it to sleep (moment of silence)
Uh
I found a photo of you and your Fam at Rep Your Beats, and
You can see thе pride in the eyеs of your little nieces
Part of me dies inside when I come out south
See the cards your dealt, you don't dwell, you be dreamin'
And that's why I fuck with you, you makin' W's
Outta L's, back to back, if you get cracked that's knuckles bruised
These 64 bars are so unofficial G
Don't need Dave to put me on the front line for a killing spree, but
If the offers there, then I won't turn it down
Just breathe with me, NPK taught me how to paint the town, Red
Yeah that's a fact though I'm prepared, I know a lot of these bars been going over heads, but
Shout out to Heps, Shout out to Royal
Can't forget my roots, Dirt city is the soil
Where Junt planted the seeds, and Neesh taught me I could hit the charts and still be ethical
Maybe break a rec' or too
My town full of drinking, drugging, fighting and fucking
I saw Todd on TV, who knew wasted youth would amount to something
I just wanna take it back to the start, and tell Tarms you hold a special place in my heart
Aye
Shout out Setu, We gon' blow this won't take too long
I hope you find a little relief when my tape come on
I know you struggle with depression and that chick you tossed
Plus the sickness of your sister, but I always insist ya
No Mum should have to bury her daughter
No Brother should ever lose his dearest supporter
I know it feels like torture watching Coyla sitting there with no hair
Shedding' tears, boy I'm here to support ya
Uh
You ain't alone bro, death ain't an end
And fuck this rap shit, want you to know I'm here as a friend
And you ain't gotta pretend, if you break down that don't mean you ain't strong
Your sister passed, but she ain't gone, uh
I hope my quotes can make a grown man cry
Uh
You see the warrior in Conan's eye
Well know that we as men are taught to store it within
We act like boys don't cry and that talk is a sin
But I, push those thoughts aside when I record at night
Mum would be mortified if she ever saw the time
She probably wonder why I'm up so late
Cos I don't want my 9 to 5 to decide my fate
Aye
My bro Andrew just had a child, I crack a smile
Little Raphael, It's trippy you're a Dad right now
Uh
You inspire me to boss my life up
Give me momentum when I feel like I'm lost and I'm stuck, uh
I stand in the shower and contemplate a way to pay the rent
Step eight, I'm tryna make some amends
I know that I can't change the world if at first I don't make my bed
Know I got a cause and I'm chasing it
Yeah
I got flaws but I'm embracing them
Yeah
I got dreams every day I try and waken them
I'm tryna pray every day I say, grant me serenity to accept things I cannot change
I study pyramids, acoustic sweep where my spirit is
Fuck what my shoes like, I been tryna do right
Tryna practice discipline Man I'm tryna change my ways
Look in the mirror 'fore I lay the blame
I say, As-Salaam-Alaikum, pray the pain will pass i'm patient
I got faith like Donny Yen, The Force Awakens
Son of a mason was taught support is more important than building walls and wars, I know the sacred laws of nation
Left foot forward like the temple of man, Aye
Recognize I do the best that I can
My home group taught me to never base my internal
Happiness and feelings on someone else's external
Uh
So this one for you, this for my crew, Aye
This one for Jake, this for my mates
This for my brother too, uh
This for every person hurtin' on the inside
And for my boy Roy I promise to bleed the pen cry
I hope my quotes can make a grown man cry
Uh
You see the warrior in Conan's eye
Well let the pain drip dry, these tear's tumble and tip
Try turn some of the struggle to something that I can live by
This for my Bro, every night in the stu'
On this wing, dyin' to find him some truth
I'm glad we hashed shit out, So I could let go of resentment
I'm glad that you let go of that tension
Cos' I've been on the fence about expressing
All the pain that I gave to my best friend
But I can honestly say with my hand on my heart
That I'm proud of all the change that you made on this path
Uh, Yeah Yeah uh Yeah
That type of shit can make a grown man cry
You see the warrior in Conan's eyes
You hear the hunger in the pit of my stomach
And I ain't move up from New Plymouth to sit here and wonder
I'm here to let the world know, this 'Naki boy will never fold
I'm here to pull so it's set in stone
And if the industry reject me
And the scene don't accept me
It's cool, I ain't base my happiness off this rapping shit
I wanna make the beat cry
Project how I really feel inside
I ain't tryna go with the tide, but i'm tryna monetize these hustles all on the side, uh
I wanna make the beat cry
Project how I really feel inside
I ain't tryna go with the tide, but i'm tryna monetize these hustles all on the side, uh