Affair by Chantrella Lyrics
[Verse 1]
I flew to see you three times in a year
Kept saying you would but you never came here
We spent weekends in New York, took the bus in from Jersey
Held hands down fourth avenue like it had always been our city
[Verse 2]
We talked about growing up so far apart
You said, "there's no way we weren't written in the stars"
Said I was more than the best friend you'd been waiting on
I thought it was love like they wrote in the songs
[Chorus]
I was sixteen and I was confused
Thought it all cleared up the momеnt I met you
All those nights we spеnt spilling our hearts through the speaker
Then I realized who you wanted and that I could never be her
Four years later, still got burns from your bullshit
My trust is still broken from when you told me about him
Guess I don't regret all the moments we shared
But looking back, it all felt like some dirty affair
[Verse 3]
I know you don't remember all the little things
Like when you looked at me in the backseat, said you're in love with me
But I sure as hell remember when you had the nerve to say
You didn't mean it like that
Had no idea why I would take it like that
[Chorus]
I was sixteen and I was confused
Thought it all cleared up the moment I met you
All those nights we spent spilling our hearts through the speaker
Then I realized who you wanted and that I could never be her
Four years later, still got burns from your bullshit
My trust is still broken from when you told me about him
Guess I don't regret all the moments we shared
But looking back, it all felt like some dirty affair
[Bridge]
(Affair, affair, affair)
And I don't know what it all was for you
Just a game where you keep acting like you never knew
All those nights where you held me close in your arms
We were both falling deeply, at least that's what I thought
I sent you paragraphs whenever we were apart
And you swore you understood the in's and out's of my heart
And I guess in the end that was true
Right where to strike, at least that much you knew
[Chorus]
I was sixteen and I was confused
Thought it all cleared up the moment I met you
All those nights we spent spilling our hearts through the speaker
Then I realized who you wanted and that I could never be her
I was sixteen and I was confused
Thought it all cleared up the moment I met you
All those nights we spent spilling our hearts through the speaker
Then I realized who you wanted and that I could never be her
Four years later, still got burns from your bullshit
My trust is still broken from when you told me about him
Guess I don't regret all the moments we shared
(But looking back, yeah, looking back)
Guess I don't regret all the moments we shared
But looking back, it all felt like some dirty affair
I flew to see you three times in a year
Kept saying you would but you never came here
We spent weekends in New York, took the bus in from Jersey
Held hands down fourth avenue like it had always been our city
[Verse 2]
We talked about growing up so far apart
You said, "there's no way we weren't written in the stars"
Said I was more than the best friend you'd been waiting on
I thought it was love like they wrote in the songs
[Chorus]
I was sixteen and I was confused
Thought it all cleared up the momеnt I met you
All those nights we spеnt spilling our hearts through the speaker
Then I realized who you wanted and that I could never be her
Four years later, still got burns from your bullshit
My trust is still broken from when you told me about him
Guess I don't regret all the moments we shared
But looking back, it all felt like some dirty affair
[Verse 3]
I know you don't remember all the little things
Like when you looked at me in the backseat, said you're in love with me
But I sure as hell remember when you had the nerve to say
You didn't mean it like that
Had no idea why I would take it like that
[Chorus]
I was sixteen and I was confused
Thought it all cleared up the moment I met you
All those nights we spent spilling our hearts through the speaker
Then I realized who you wanted and that I could never be her
Four years later, still got burns from your bullshit
My trust is still broken from when you told me about him
Guess I don't regret all the moments we shared
But looking back, it all felt like some dirty affair
[Bridge]
(Affair, affair, affair)
And I don't know what it all was for you
Just a game where you keep acting like you never knew
All those nights where you held me close in your arms
We were both falling deeply, at least that's what I thought
I sent you paragraphs whenever we were apart
And you swore you understood the in's and out's of my heart
And I guess in the end that was true
Right where to strike, at least that much you knew
[Chorus]
I was sixteen and I was confused
Thought it all cleared up the moment I met you
All those nights we spent spilling our hearts through the speaker
Then I realized who you wanted and that I could never be her
I was sixteen and I was confused
Thought it all cleared up the moment I met you
All those nights we spent spilling our hearts through the speaker
Then I realized who you wanted and that I could never be her
Four years later, still got burns from your bullshit
My trust is still broken from when you told me about him
Guess I don't regret all the moments we shared
(But looking back, yeah, looking back)
Guess I don't regret all the moments we shared
But looking back, it all felt like some dirty affair