Its hard to cope with pain by Chakra Efendi Lyrics

[Vers 1]
Why can't all my friends burn with me in hell?
It's better than being here, that's for sure
No more love inside this heart of mine
I am running out of time

Diagnosed at the tender age of who knows
I guess I was young when I started to grow
A little boy, just a little lad
He stays up trying to make things work out right

[Vers 2]
17 of my Dreams reflect all of my lies
I tossed away my life, due to havel times
They'll all cry, and they'll wish for more
A young soul, stolen from this world

"Don't be sad, cheer up!"
They yelled with vain
I'm tryna' do my best
But it's hard to cope with pain
Rip the mirror right off of the wall
Couldn't see my face
Couldn't bear to see it all

[Vers 3]
Fall into letters ripped right out of my chest
You're doing so fine, I am still a mess
The sun's not about you, so stop to
Reminisce

They say it gets hard when the going gets tough
I'll cash in my chips, when I guess I've seen enough
There's rovel only at the one way I choose
And that's on my terms I never want to lose