Hole by Carmy Kin Lyrics
There's a hole inside and it's not getting fuller
Heard people say that you make them whole
But I don't feel a change
Yeah, what's the difference?
I don't know
There's a hole inside and it's not getting fuller
Heard people say that you make them whole
But I don't feel a change
Yeah, what's the difference?
I don't know
Aye, aye, aye
Hands separated
Hearts separated
Halves separated by haves and have nots
I wanna want not
But nothing's a lot to want
It's a paradox
Desire alongside the desire to destroy it
Holes in your wrists in place of the ones in my spirit
Soul split, still I feel indifferent
But I can't shake my need to become someone different
Wish I were somebody different
Can't stand to see the imprint of my own fingertips
On something I'm at war with
God, I hate it
Got my hands around my throat
I'm a crime scene in the makin'
I'm the victim, I'm the prime suspect
Collect the evidence, contaminated
Body bags, caution tape ain't gonna cut it
Nothing's gonna hold me back, resuscitated
Bullet holes, white chalk, still reanimated
It's my re-birthday, I'm celebratin'
And in the back, I hear the reaper complainin'
That he's been uninvited, Ima keep him waitin'
There's a hole inside and it's not getting fuller
Heard people say that you make them whole
But I don't feel a change
Yeah, what's the difference?
Yeah, I don't know
Hold up, I've been held up
Holed up inside, I'm gonna need some help up
I couldn't keep up and now I can't catch up
Everybody's got it figured out, but I need back up
Please just back up
Unfulfilled, not full or filled
And when I attempt to open up, my guts get spilled
I wanna do well, be myself, restore my health
But I don't think anybody wanna help (Nah)
It's like I'm doing time, don't tell me I'm doing fine
It's me, myself, and I, with the end on my mind
I wanna rewind, do what's right
Even if it costs the price of my life
So when I pass on by (Bye bye)
And you don't know how to say goodbye (Bye)
Just cut the yellow tape and cry when I finally cross through it like a finish line
There's a hole inside and it's not getting fuller
Heard people say that you make them whole
But I don't feel a change
Yeah, what's the difference?
Yeah, I don't know
You're on the moon outside and it's not getting fuller
So I'm resigned to the ground down below
And I don't feel ashamed of being different
But this half longs to be whole
Heard people say that you make them whole
But I don't feel a change
Yeah, what's the difference?
I don't know
There's a hole inside and it's not getting fuller
Heard people say that you make them whole
But I don't feel a change
Yeah, what's the difference?
I don't know
Aye, aye, aye
Hands separated
Hearts separated
Halves separated by haves and have nots
I wanna want not
But nothing's a lot to want
It's a paradox
Desire alongside the desire to destroy it
Holes in your wrists in place of the ones in my spirit
Soul split, still I feel indifferent
But I can't shake my need to become someone different
Wish I were somebody different
Can't stand to see the imprint of my own fingertips
On something I'm at war with
God, I hate it
Got my hands around my throat
I'm a crime scene in the makin'
I'm the victim, I'm the prime suspect
Collect the evidence, contaminated
Body bags, caution tape ain't gonna cut it
Nothing's gonna hold me back, resuscitated
Bullet holes, white chalk, still reanimated
It's my re-birthday, I'm celebratin'
And in the back, I hear the reaper complainin'
That he's been uninvited, Ima keep him waitin'
There's a hole inside and it's not getting fuller
Heard people say that you make them whole
But I don't feel a change
Yeah, what's the difference?
Yeah, I don't know
Hold up, I've been held up
Holed up inside, I'm gonna need some help up
I couldn't keep up and now I can't catch up
Everybody's got it figured out, but I need back up
Please just back up
Unfulfilled, not full or filled
And when I attempt to open up, my guts get spilled
I wanna do well, be myself, restore my health
But I don't think anybody wanna help (Nah)
It's like I'm doing time, don't tell me I'm doing fine
It's me, myself, and I, with the end on my mind
I wanna rewind, do what's right
Even if it costs the price of my life
So when I pass on by (Bye bye)
And you don't know how to say goodbye (Bye)
Just cut the yellow tape and cry when I finally cross through it like a finish line
There's a hole inside and it's not getting fuller
Heard people say that you make them whole
But I don't feel a change
Yeah, what's the difference?
Yeah, I don't know
You're on the moon outside and it's not getting fuller
So I'm resigned to the ground down below
And I don't feel ashamed of being different
But this half longs to be whole