Nothing Like I Was by CalenRaps Lyrics
[Chorus]
I swear I'm nothing like I was
I'm nothing like I was babe
I been missing it when it was us
Remembering when it was us babe
Girl I know I broke your trust
I won't ever break your trust babe
I'm nothing like I was
Can I get an update
[Verse 1]
If you'd gave me the second chance that I know I definitely don't deserve
I'll forever be in your debt as long as I'm on this earth
At this point I'm surprised that I haven't gone berserk
And I know one day I'll die and I'll end up on a shirt
I just hope you hear this verse when I perform it first
Before I end up overdosing off of 40 percs
Before it really hurts, it just sort of hurts
I really hate the nights, but the mornings worse
I'm wishing I could breath the same air as you
I wish that I could be who you compared me to
And I wish I wasn't scared of you, but it's unbearable
[Chorus]
I'm nothing like I was
I'm nothing like I was babe
I been missing it when it was us
Remembering when it was us babe
Girl I know I broke your trust
I won't ever break your trust babe
I'm nothing like I was
Can I get an update
[Verse 2]
Remember when I gave you that second chance that you didn't deserve
Every way that I did you was the way that you did me first
It's the last time I fill my page with empty words
I used to miss you bad, now I miss you worse
But we completely different people when we hurt
And even when you with me you still envy her
I really thought we would eventually work
But I ain't strong enough to lift the curse
So I guess this is it, you was my everything
Now I'm everything less
The only reason I had left to exist
So I'll exit with this
[Chorus]
I swear I'm nothing like I was
I'm nothing like I was babe
I been missing it when it was us
Remembering when it was us babe
Girl I know I broke your trust
I won't ever break your trust babe
I'm nothing like I was
Can I get an update
I swear I'm nothing like I was
I'm nothing like I was babe
I been missing it when it was us
Remembering when it was us babe
Girl I know I broke your trust
I won't ever break your trust babe
I'm nothing like I was
Can I get an update
[Verse 1]
If you'd gave me the second chance that I know I definitely don't deserve
I'll forever be in your debt as long as I'm on this earth
At this point I'm surprised that I haven't gone berserk
And I know one day I'll die and I'll end up on a shirt
I just hope you hear this verse when I perform it first
Before I end up overdosing off of 40 percs
Before it really hurts, it just sort of hurts
I really hate the nights, but the mornings worse
I'm wishing I could breath the same air as you
I wish that I could be who you compared me to
And I wish I wasn't scared of you, but it's unbearable
[Chorus]
I'm nothing like I was
I'm nothing like I was babe
I been missing it when it was us
Remembering when it was us babe
Girl I know I broke your trust
I won't ever break your trust babe
I'm nothing like I was
Can I get an update
[Verse 2]
Remember when I gave you that second chance that you didn't deserve
Every way that I did you was the way that you did me first
It's the last time I fill my page with empty words
I used to miss you bad, now I miss you worse
But we completely different people when we hurt
And even when you with me you still envy her
I really thought we would eventually work
But I ain't strong enough to lift the curse
So I guess this is it, you was my everything
Now I'm everything less
The only reason I had left to exist
So I'll exit with this
[Chorus]
I swear I'm nothing like I was
I'm nothing like I was babe
I been missing it when it was us
Remembering when it was us babe
Girl I know I broke your trust
I won't ever break your trust babe
I'm nothing like I was
Can I get an update