How You Been by CalenRaps Lyrics
[Verse 1]
And my pops always told me I was rolling stone
Cuz I've been dreaming since the first time that I wrote a poem
He said he also has that fear I have of holdin' on
I know there's a lot of shit he wish he could've told my mom
But as a man, we live with all regrets right?
One day we all gon die so don't stress life
Sometimes the worst days make the best nights
Sometimes I wanna break and I just might
Cuz I remember back when Jalen died I'm in my room like Calen cry
I know that you afriad but why? You ain't even say goodbye
An you can't even shed a tear for yo homie that ain't alive
Tell me does it hurt or not? And why the fuck you can't decide
Are you broken? Is it too much rap an smokin'
Like yea you found some fans but you lost all your emotions
And you only think yo friends are yo friends if they promoting
And you cutting people off after a month if yall ain't spoken
Oh fuck, I'm changing up, told my girl that I just came to fuck
She used to fight it now she ain't as tough
She always tell me that she loved me but it ain't enough
So I been tryna change the subject when she bring it up
[Chorus]
Girl how you been ? Yo yo yo How you been ? How you been ?
Ayo we ain't gotta talk about the future for all the ways I used ya
I'm just tryin' see how you been, a my nigga how you been?!
Yo yo yo my nigga how you been? How you been?
And we ain't gotta talk about the past and how we out here getting cash man
I'm just tryin' see how you been
[Verse 2]
Girl, I do this on my own I don't trust no one to ghost write
So lately I've been home, I don't fuck with no one most nights
And yea I want the fame, but it's bigger than these strobe lights
I'm tryna ease the pain that's been, killing me my whole life
My momma working two jobs, I hope it ain't for to long
My sister baby daddy still playing so she can't move on
She tell me that he right for her, then he go and do wrong
I told her I'm gone write for her, in every single new song
This also for my nigga Slim, I almost got you killed my nigga
But you ain't give the money up you kept it real my nigga
And through all the bullshit dawg, you still my nigga
So they can try and take my bitch but can't steal my nigga's
This is my family, releasing my pain so they paint me handsomely
I need my momma living out her fantasies, Louis shoes and phantom seats
You know that I always got it covered I'm yo canopy
You always been a friend to me
[Chorus]
Yo momma how you been? Yo yo yo momma how you been? How you been?
I know that we ain't spoken in a while cuz I'm smokin' on a aisle, but
I'm just tryin' see how you been, a my nigga how you been?!
Yo yo yo my nigga how you been? How you been?
And we ain't got to talk about the past and how we out her gettin' cash man
I'm just tryin' see how you been...
And my pops always told me I was rolling stone
Cuz I've been dreaming since the first time that I wrote a poem
He said he also has that fear I have of holdin' on
I know there's a lot of shit he wish he could've told my mom
But as a man, we live with all regrets right?
One day we all gon die so don't stress life
Sometimes the worst days make the best nights
Sometimes I wanna break and I just might
Cuz I remember back when Jalen died I'm in my room like Calen cry
I know that you afriad but why? You ain't even say goodbye
An you can't even shed a tear for yo homie that ain't alive
Tell me does it hurt or not? And why the fuck you can't decide
Are you broken? Is it too much rap an smokin'
Like yea you found some fans but you lost all your emotions
And you only think yo friends are yo friends if they promoting
And you cutting people off after a month if yall ain't spoken
Oh fuck, I'm changing up, told my girl that I just came to fuck
She used to fight it now she ain't as tough
She always tell me that she loved me but it ain't enough
So I been tryna change the subject when she bring it up
[Chorus]
Girl how you been ? Yo yo yo How you been ? How you been ?
Ayo we ain't gotta talk about the future for all the ways I used ya
I'm just tryin' see how you been, a my nigga how you been?!
Yo yo yo my nigga how you been? How you been?
And we ain't gotta talk about the past and how we out here getting cash man
I'm just tryin' see how you been
[Verse 2]
Girl, I do this on my own I don't trust no one to ghost write
So lately I've been home, I don't fuck with no one most nights
And yea I want the fame, but it's bigger than these strobe lights
I'm tryna ease the pain that's been, killing me my whole life
My momma working two jobs, I hope it ain't for to long
My sister baby daddy still playing so she can't move on
She tell me that he right for her, then he go and do wrong
I told her I'm gone write for her, in every single new song
This also for my nigga Slim, I almost got you killed my nigga
But you ain't give the money up you kept it real my nigga
And through all the bullshit dawg, you still my nigga
So they can try and take my bitch but can't steal my nigga's
This is my family, releasing my pain so they paint me handsomely
I need my momma living out her fantasies, Louis shoes and phantom seats
You know that I always got it covered I'm yo canopy
You always been a friend to me
[Chorus]
Yo momma how you been? Yo yo yo momma how you been? How you been?
I know that we ain't spoken in a while cuz I'm smokin' on a aisle, but
I'm just tryin' see how you been, a my nigga how you been?!
Yo yo yo my nigga how you been? How you been?
And we ain't got to talk about the past and how we out her gettin' cash man
I'm just tryin' see how you been...