BarsOnly pt. 24 by CalenRaps Lyrics

[Verse]
Yeah
And as a boy I never understood
I need joy, I need something good
I’m just happy that I’m pumping blood
My dad mad ‘cause he unemployed
When life wasn’t half bad he just wanted more
I guess you never really know what you got until it’s gone
You never know what you not until you done
Shit, I could die because they thought I had a gun
So now I can’t decide if I should stop or I should run
‘Cause I don’t wanna end up gone
And now he have visions of a longer life
A song I hope you like
The music is my strongest vice
And when I’m on the mic, it makes me feel like all is right
Refuse to lose without putting up a solid fight
And I got broken by a girl I used to call my wife
Shit I was open and she left with everything inside
I shouldn’t live a lie
Just like I shouldn’t drink and drive
I shouldn’t have made it here
Just like I shouldn’t be alive
But girl you got me focused
You might as well have wrote this
You say you love my new shit
It’s better than my old shit
And that just proves that you someone I could grow with
You bring hope to the hopeless
And I’m still waiting