BarsOnly pt. 20 by CalenRaps Lyrics

[Verse]
And if life was easy it wouldn’t be worth living
God gives his best soldiers the worst missions
Everybody feels pain though we hurt different
Some days I feel everyone on the Earth missing
And I ain’t trynna speak
I’m faded and anxious
Some people get they lease
But I’m still making my payments
I never tell nobody no because I hate being hated
And I done took so long to blow I know I can’t get deflated
This is the long haul
Working all night like I’m on call
I’m unsolved
Jealous of them people that feel unflawed
And if I had a wish then I’d wish for one more
Cause I’m so damn unsure
You ever end up losing someone and it’s hard to breathe?
You ever been so used to someone it’s just hard to leave?
You know someone can make you blind if they all you see?
If she ain’t down for my grinding she ain’t down for me
This how my momma raise me
That’s why I only rap for niggas when they compensate me
So many Rayban friends, they all kind of shady
But yo I always did you right hoping that call might save me
But now I’m still on the outs