Self-ish-ish by Calamity Jones Lyrics
And just to be completely candid
I don't fuck with this life
Wish I could step into a cannon
Light the fuse and just fly
Over the canopy
So I can see the land stretchin' out
Feel all the things I wish I had
'Til I come crashing to grounds
But I stay floatin'
Only hopin' to remember the pleasure
Until the days I get so curious
To taste a Beretta
It gets so serious
But mood can vary quick as the weather
But even Noah had to bear
Through forty days for the better
So now I'll come to terms with everything
I've done to this moment
And only know that I can shouldеr
Hold it now and just own it
Or I can find a side of mind to put it
'Til it just builds up to rip up
Half my decent thoughts
Thе other half get so twisted and pick up
Right where I left off
I don't believe in distinctions of evil
Even when I supersede the seat
For judge of the people
Never will they budge
They brand it good or the bad they're mistaken
If it's yours or theirs
Which life do you think they're gonna be takin'
Or
Maybe I can make it to another day
Andale
On we go to conquer woes
And offer those with a prophecy
Offering to off your demons
In our dreams when we're off to sleep
On to those who don't believe in holy ghosts
Well they're onto me...
And I can only wonder why you'd be fond of me
I don't blame the ones who hate me
Shit I'm one of you honestly
But if I know anything
While still forgetting a lot of things
It's that I can be allotted
Small amounts of some decency
Recently I found it deep in me
But now I'm just hoping
That I can tap it, build a map
To carry back to the moment
That only had me laughing spastically
Remember the happy
Until I'm shaken from this dream
It seems that I was just napping
So can it happen
If it's gonna rather sooner than later
So all my loved ones can just move on
From my ardent behavior
I'm snapping at your Lord and Savior
Tell Her give me an answer and after
Maybe I can stay here as Her tiniest dancer
This stanza's running on too long
I think I'll cut it to sever
Before I get so buried into it
Forgettin' if whether
I'm speaking all my deepest truths to you
But what'll it do if it turns out everything I'm saying's
Just a desperate attempt to be clever
Then I don't get it... I really don't get it
But if I don't say everything
Then ima live to regret it
As long as I said it
My head can be at relative peace
Up until my demons come-a-knockin'
To collect the forgotten...
Demons come-a-knock
To collect the forgotten
I'd like to think I would've stayed
But that was never an option
All of my actions lead me backwards
But if it's gonna happen
I'll make it quick
So all my loved ones can just get back to laughin'
I don't fuck with this life
Wish I could step into a cannon
Light the fuse and just fly
Over the canopy
So I can see the land stretchin' out
Feel all the things I wish I had
'Til I come crashing to grounds
But I stay floatin'
Only hopin' to remember the pleasure
Until the days I get so curious
To taste a Beretta
It gets so serious
But mood can vary quick as the weather
But even Noah had to bear
Through forty days for the better
So now I'll come to terms with everything
I've done to this moment
And only know that I can shouldеr
Hold it now and just own it
Or I can find a side of mind to put it
'Til it just builds up to rip up
Half my decent thoughts
Thе other half get so twisted and pick up
Right where I left off
I don't believe in distinctions of evil
Even when I supersede the seat
For judge of the people
Never will they budge
They brand it good or the bad they're mistaken
If it's yours or theirs
Which life do you think they're gonna be takin'
Or
Maybe I can make it to another day
Andale
On we go to conquer woes
And offer those with a prophecy
Offering to off your demons
In our dreams when we're off to sleep
On to those who don't believe in holy ghosts
Well they're onto me...
And I can only wonder why you'd be fond of me
I don't blame the ones who hate me
Shit I'm one of you honestly
But if I know anything
While still forgetting a lot of things
It's that I can be allotted
Small amounts of some decency
Recently I found it deep in me
But now I'm just hoping
That I can tap it, build a map
To carry back to the moment
That only had me laughing spastically
Remember the happy
Until I'm shaken from this dream
It seems that I was just napping
So can it happen
If it's gonna rather sooner than later
So all my loved ones can just move on
From my ardent behavior
I'm snapping at your Lord and Savior
Tell Her give me an answer and after
Maybe I can stay here as Her tiniest dancer
This stanza's running on too long
I think I'll cut it to sever
Before I get so buried into it
Forgettin' if whether
I'm speaking all my deepest truths to you
But what'll it do if it turns out everything I'm saying's
Just a desperate attempt to be clever
Then I don't get it... I really don't get it
But if I don't say everything
Then ima live to regret it
As long as I said it
My head can be at relative peace
Up until my demons come-a-knockin'
To collect the forgotten...
Demons come-a-knock
To collect the forgotten
I'd like to think I would've stayed
But that was never an option
All of my actions lead me backwards
But if it's gonna happen
I'll make it quick
So all my loved ones can just get back to laughin'