Ill Mind of the Seysh by CRaYzAram Lyrics
Bout to spit some real shit
Time it speaks to us
It breaths to us
We take this stuff and blame our mishaps on it
We need to trust
In the idea
That there is something that we can't fathom
As were trapped in a world where life is a chasm
It bridges between ridges of birth and death
And time passes in the center as we strive for nothing less
Than to have success
Then to regress back to the rest of our life's
And we see the mess created by helpless regrets
Wanting to change something thing that can't be held or seen
As we breath deep trying to find the in between
The past can't be brought back and looked at and dreamed
As mush as we want to see what we want to believe
As this year had started its pretty bad
Though this year starting I though it would make me glad
But no it didn't im still pissed off
Getting kicked off I don't think it was enough
I just getting a weird vibe
I'm feeling terrible and depressed on the inside
I feel like my emotions I can't even hide
Walking home everyday because I have no ride
Imma try my best not to cuss
And I really don't want to make a fuss
But I just don't like the way things are headed
I hope my words inside your brain
Their embedded
Trying to make it out of this it hurts
Seeing images of your face makes the pain worse
I can't take it you gotta hear my words
I role alone while all of you frolic in your hurts
I got my own mind set and I move along
I feel like I'm in a place where I don't even belong
I think you can find a deeper meaning within this song
But if you don't believe my words I think your deeply wrong
We're moving on with life going off to bigger things
The ones above us are the ones pulling the strings
Maybe one day the pains not there maybe one day it stings
But one day I'll be at the top along with the queens and kings
But sure i was disciplined i was taught a lesson
But NO you guys are the ones messing up our adolescence
All dirty people and snakes around
Doing everything they can just to bring you down
I throw away my waterpolo cap as i turn around
Walking away with my head facing the ground
Trying to find a meaning of my existence
But i know i won't get far with my passive resistance
My life isn't all great its not perfect as can be
You're getting a level view you need to go climb that tree
Look down on my life and look at it close
You'll see the people that are out to get me and who despise me the most
I'm done with this rap game im out
I'm just going to walk away in an alternate route
But I finally think things are starting to have a deeper meaning
Im finally opening my eyes and i start seeing
A complex reality which im a human being
Where nobody gives a shit about your well being
There's a dark future ahead of us that I'm foreseeing
As you grow up in life you'll have a lot of friends that'll end up leaving
So be careful who you make your daily acquaintance
Some people may have brains that are corrupt and tainted
Why am i stuck in the process of change
Feeling like my conscience lost me i feel so enraged
Every moment that passes seems like life is passing by
You may see me smiling but that's not real im never satisfied
Trying to forget my shit so i can help others
But humans are just to fucking stubborn
Selfish.. ignorant.. cold.. and inconsiderate
In an instance I became trapped in this mental prison
Lacking ambition finding it hard to pay attention
I'm physically present but my minds in a different dimension
This is as truthful as I can be
In life you see lots of things that you don't want to see
Even if things dont work out and are wrecked
Theres some people that from a distance you should always protect
I'm done spitting my lyrics..
I just hope my thoughts spoke loud enough for all of you to hear it
Time it speaks to us
It breaths to us
We take this stuff and blame our mishaps on it
We need to trust
In the idea
That there is something that we can't fathom
As were trapped in a world where life is a chasm
It bridges between ridges of birth and death
And time passes in the center as we strive for nothing less
Than to have success
Then to regress back to the rest of our life's
And we see the mess created by helpless regrets
Wanting to change something thing that can't be held or seen
As we breath deep trying to find the in between
The past can't be brought back and looked at and dreamed
As mush as we want to see what we want to believe
As this year had started its pretty bad
Though this year starting I though it would make me glad
But no it didn't im still pissed off
Getting kicked off I don't think it was enough
I just getting a weird vibe
I'm feeling terrible and depressed on the inside
I feel like my emotions I can't even hide
Walking home everyday because I have no ride
Imma try my best not to cuss
And I really don't want to make a fuss
But I just don't like the way things are headed
I hope my words inside your brain
Their embedded
Trying to make it out of this it hurts
Seeing images of your face makes the pain worse
I can't take it you gotta hear my words
I role alone while all of you frolic in your hurts
I got my own mind set and I move along
I feel like I'm in a place where I don't even belong
I think you can find a deeper meaning within this song
But if you don't believe my words I think your deeply wrong
We're moving on with life going off to bigger things
The ones above us are the ones pulling the strings
Maybe one day the pains not there maybe one day it stings
But one day I'll be at the top along with the queens and kings
But sure i was disciplined i was taught a lesson
But NO you guys are the ones messing up our adolescence
All dirty people and snakes around
Doing everything they can just to bring you down
I throw away my waterpolo cap as i turn around
Walking away with my head facing the ground
Trying to find a meaning of my existence
But i know i won't get far with my passive resistance
My life isn't all great its not perfect as can be
You're getting a level view you need to go climb that tree
Look down on my life and look at it close
You'll see the people that are out to get me and who despise me the most
I'm done with this rap game im out
I'm just going to walk away in an alternate route
But I finally think things are starting to have a deeper meaning
Im finally opening my eyes and i start seeing
A complex reality which im a human being
Where nobody gives a shit about your well being
There's a dark future ahead of us that I'm foreseeing
As you grow up in life you'll have a lot of friends that'll end up leaving
So be careful who you make your daily acquaintance
Some people may have brains that are corrupt and tainted
Why am i stuck in the process of change
Feeling like my conscience lost me i feel so enraged
Every moment that passes seems like life is passing by
You may see me smiling but that's not real im never satisfied
Trying to forget my shit so i can help others
But humans are just to fucking stubborn
Selfish.. ignorant.. cold.. and inconsiderate
In an instance I became trapped in this mental prison
Lacking ambition finding it hard to pay attention
I'm physically present but my minds in a different dimension
This is as truthful as I can be
In life you see lots of things that you don't want to see
Even if things dont work out and are wrecked
Theres some people that from a distance you should always protect
I'm done spitting my lyrics..
I just hope my thoughts spoke loud enough for all of you to hear it