ULTIMATE ABUSE by CHAVER Lyrics

Another time, another act of despair
Another time I found my hands bond to a chair
Another time a bright light to my face
Another surrender, another disgrace
Because I'm
Getting out of my track
A lack of selfrespect
I got chains on my feet
And once again I've been causing my selfdefeat
Constantly making up my version of truth
Constantly promising next time I'll improve
Euphoric feelings when I start up again
But not a single time that I pulled through
I can see myself when I close my eyes
Rising high but there is an oversized
Cold hand that is pushing mе down
Around my neck and this hand is my own
Ultimate abuse
To my sеlf
By my own hand