Never by Brownie Fowler Lyrics

I was taught at a young age to never give up
To always stand as a man
To let life take its course
But never how to become a man
Or how not to insult someone

I was told that i will never make it

I was taught dreams are only dreams so never get my hopes up
This all made me always look low
Always crying
Always feeling like I'm dieing

But there was hope in the dim dark deep hole i dug myself into
So i crawled and crept out of the depth
That i soon called my death

Never got help
Never needed it
I soon got up and started walking alone
My life was set in a darker tone
Always walking
Never dreaming
My hope was dwindling
The dark was all i knew
The light seems to only want to hurt me

Always burning
Always there

But i never
I never gave up
Always walking
With every step the pain increases

The pain is the only thing that wasn't new
I gained friends as i walked
I walked for my own glory
No one else's

I never regretted walking
For walking was all i wanted to know

Then i stopped i never wanted to
But i always wanted what i stopped for
I had found my place
My little space that i could call home
Not too light
Not too dark
My pain never seemed to be in this place

I never thought it would be
I always thought it would stand
But like me it fell
Like everything i once knew it fell

I felt like i never should of stopped
I soon marched for my glory i was sick of walking
I started stalking any home that i could call my own

I was in a zone
Alone
Never really finding my a place to unwind
So i started creating my own fantasy
I started writing
I got sick of fighting

But i remembered being told never give up
So i walked
And walked
And walked
And walked
I was always thinking always walking
Always writing
Until i stopped
This was the crossroad of my life either live to fight
Or get caressed by death's cold hand

And i
And i fought
I will keep fighting until my bones break, My skin rips into pieces, my soul shakes, until i cannot fight.