See the pain by Brinky Lyrics
See the pain in my eyes
Been living in disguise
Why do i feel this way
Im close to my demise
Fought so many battles won't know if i survive
Backstabbed to many times
So my scars i gotta hide
Why do i feel this way
I feel i wanna die
Lost my brother at a young age
And then my grandma passed away
My own family
Ridiculed me everyday
Im happy for my parents cuz of them im here stay
I fucking hate my brothers they took everything away
Saved all my fucking money for a ps4 to play
But i couldve rather spent the money on a mf safe
But thats just me
You know i never play it safe
I wish all of this pain would get stolen away
Idc that i can’t play
But it just hard to look at thieves
Every damn day
Yeah
See the pain in my eyes
Ive been living in disguise
I dont know why i feel this way
Im close to my demise
Fought so many battles won't know if i survive
Backstabbed to many times
So my scars i gotta hide
Why is it this way
I feel i wanna die
Now my parents splitting up
Can’t hope no more
Rlly can’t give a fuck
Just thinking that its all tough luck
But i gotta keep on moving
Nah i can’t stay stuck
Imma take another trip, pass the double cup
Imma take another hit till im really fucked
Imma fucking do this shit
Nah i can’t give up
I just gotta take it
Nah i cannot stop
See the pain in my eyes
Been living in disguise
Why do i feel this way
Im close to my demise
Fought so many battles won't know if i survive
Backstabbed to many times
So my scars i gotta hide
Why do i feel this way
I feel i wanna die
Guess self help is what i needed
Glad to say that I succeeded
Dark days yeah i still got these demons
Atleast i know i control my feeling
Time spent, i been too busy healing
People saying that i never see m
Bitches thinking that i really need m
Either way, i know that im succeeding
Stabbed me in the heart
But they ask me why im bleeding
They asking whats the reason
Yous a bitch one ill never believe in
I was stuck up in my feeling
Thats why i went my own way
And tbh it was a lil gray
But now its black and white cause i see it clear
Bitches wanna pull up i say really dear?
Damn
I do not want you here
Get out of my room stay clear
When im gone don’t get no tears
I went away faced my fears
I know It ain’t taking years
See the pain in my eyes
Been living in disguise
Why do i feel this way
Im close to my demise
Fought so many battles won't know if i survive
Backstabbed to many times
So my scars i gotta hide
Why do i feel this way
I feel i wanna die
Been living in disguise
Why do i feel this way
Im close to my demise
Fought so many battles won't know if i survive
Backstabbed to many times
So my scars i gotta hide
Why do i feel this way
I feel i wanna die
Lost my brother at a young age
And then my grandma passed away
My own family
Ridiculed me everyday
Im happy for my parents cuz of them im here stay
I fucking hate my brothers they took everything away
Saved all my fucking money for a ps4 to play
But i couldve rather spent the money on a mf safe
But thats just me
You know i never play it safe
I wish all of this pain would get stolen away
Idc that i can’t play
But it just hard to look at thieves
Every damn day
Yeah
See the pain in my eyes
Ive been living in disguise
I dont know why i feel this way
Im close to my demise
Fought so many battles won't know if i survive
Backstabbed to many times
So my scars i gotta hide
Why is it this way
I feel i wanna die
Now my parents splitting up
Can’t hope no more
Rlly can’t give a fuck
Just thinking that its all tough luck
But i gotta keep on moving
Nah i can’t stay stuck
Imma take another trip, pass the double cup
Imma take another hit till im really fucked
Imma fucking do this shit
Nah i can’t give up
I just gotta take it
Nah i cannot stop
See the pain in my eyes
Been living in disguise
Why do i feel this way
Im close to my demise
Fought so many battles won't know if i survive
Backstabbed to many times
So my scars i gotta hide
Why do i feel this way
I feel i wanna die
Guess self help is what i needed
Glad to say that I succeeded
Dark days yeah i still got these demons
Atleast i know i control my feeling
Time spent, i been too busy healing
People saying that i never see m
Bitches thinking that i really need m
Either way, i know that im succeeding
Stabbed me in the heart
But they ask me why im bleeding
They asking whats the reason
Yous a bitch one ill never believe in
I was stuck up in my feeling
Thats why i went my own way
And tbh it was a lil gray
But now its black and white cause i see it clear
Bitches wanna pull up i say really dear?
Damn
I do not want you here
Get out of my room stay clear
When im gone don’t get no tears
I went away faced my fears
I know It ain’t taking years
See the pain in my eyes
Been living in disguise
Why do i feel this way
Im close to my demise
Fought so many battles won't know if i survive
Backstabbed to many times
So my scars i gotta hide
Why do i feel this way
I feel i wanna die