Emotion$ by Brenny Loaf$ Lyrics

I put down the pcp
I don't live that life anymore
Been in the dark
But y'all might just think that I am all bark
I've done drugs that y'all probably think
Aw yeah he's a white dude
And I've though about killing myself
That's why in middle school
I was pilling myself
Everyday I was so god damn numb
I did this for you
I did this for you
To bring laughter to faces
To give what I didn't feel like I had
Then I met you
And I was so glad
You came and you took
All of this pain that I had
You made me a better person
And I get better for you
But I kept you in the dark
I didn't want you to know about these things that I did you see
Cause I knew you wouldn't be happy with me
Now drugs just weigh heavy man
And I know I'm a better man
I don't wish for my own deat
But I embraced this new life
Embraced this chance I was given
I love myself
And I love you
And id do anything to push you outta harms way boo