Hard to Know by Blue J Lyrics

[Verse 1]
The way that you looked on that day
I knew that I could not relate
To the shock that showed up on your face
The look of loss you wore with grace
Staring at cracks on the ground
Your call ended without a sound
No "goodbye or see you later"
Your breath was getting deeper

[ Chorus]
'til you started hyperventilating
Just when you got off those pills you were taking

And if your whole life turns to shit
I know it's hard to know
You drag your body around behind you
Everywhere you go
You don't wanna live and I know it's hard to know
To realize you can't just let it go
[Verse 2]
I told you I would be right back
I had to go get cigarettes
And you said "Don't leave here
Check the back of the freezer"
Later on the balcony
I thought I heard a scream in the back alley
And came in to find you crying ''he had no one beside him"

[Chorus]
Then you started hyperventilating
Just when you got off those pills you were taking

And if your whole life turns to shit
I know it's hard to know
You drag your body around behind you
Everywhere you go
You don't wanna live and I know it's hard to know
To realize you can't just let it go

And if your whole life turns to shit
I know it's hard to know
You drag your body around behind you
Everywhere you go
You don't wanna live and I know it's hard to know
To realize you can't just let it go