Fake Elation by Black Painted Moon Lyrics

If I look back in time, freezed and paralyzed
I was idolized, moments, in my mind, crystallized
Now, colors faded, golden ages
Past awakened, everything changed, I'm forsaken

You're here again

I fed you with my dust, you took it all at once
All efforts let to naught, fame is left to rot
Fake elation, stealth obsession, fucked up questions and unseen repression

You're here again

You gave me and took everything I had
Everything and everyone
You walked away
You promised to be bright then shot me in the eyes and I plead with tears on my knees

You're here again