Defaced Reality by Black Painted Moon Lyrics

Memories are chasing me and I'm trapped
In my own mind, in my thoughts
The melodies I once knew taste like imprisonment
A knife stuck on my chest

I'm trying to cover my past in dust
I'm going insane

The sky is silently screaming, clouds are crying black tears
I fell in an unknown path
The fear of living in a faceless world

Like a breeze in the sea you wake my senses
Like a thunder you break my misery
Nothing counts anymore

I want to rely on you
Make me feel the warmth of your arms, (of your eyes)
You look me through and revive my soul
But you just disappear
You're calling me in the deepest night
What's your identity?
I fall in a cruel illusion

I open my eyes and see thousand of pieces of me
I live in a defaced reality

How could I ever forget?
How could I ever find you
If I can even find myself?

I want to rely on you
Make me feel the warmth of your arms, (of your eyes)
You look me through and revive my soul
But you just disappear

I want to rely on you
Make me feel the warmth
You look me through and revive my soul
You just...
You disappear!