Leatherbound by Bicycle Inn Lyrics

Can You tell me
This was always the plan?
Organization
To every last word that I read
Every night I felt
Wasn’t worth it
A purpose that I lacked
Was found in those verses

I can’t deny, You’re always right
It kills me to admit that
The truth was never hard to find
My eyes were only shut too tight

I’ve been a mess for days
More than the fingers I can count
How long I’ll last with constant doubt
A habit, in my mind

There’s was a hole that was filled
Back at 7 years old;
With my mom at the kitchen table
I’ve had Your breath in my lungs
A sign to stay alive
What if I had taken
My own life?