But I Wanna Beyond All Despair by Berta, More Liquor Lyrics

I don’t wanna know anythin’
I don’t wanna know anythin’
I don’t wanna know anythin’ anythin’
Fuck it all
Still naked
Breakin’ my heart and take my heart
Nobody knows who am I
I might die
I might die tomorrow
Feelin’ stress
Build up stress
Cause I’m alive
Everybody said “Duh”
Shut the fuck up
I feel jealous of others success
And I lost myself everyday
Hey bitchs
I wanna believe in myself
I wanna change myself
But It didn’t change today
Oh shit
I’m weak I know
Everybody is laughin’
Same time
I’m cryin’
I wanna go to somewhere
I feel like dead in spite of still alive
Why?
Ya
I’m cryin’ while lookin’ up at the nigh sky
My blood is bright red
I’ve fuck with sket last night and lost a friend
Isn’t that funny
I’m trash i know and I’m lonely I know
Ye
I don’t wanna know anythin’
But I wanna know anythin’
It feel like my mind ain’t mine
I think others too much
Cause I’ve been hurt by lot of people
My hopes crumble like a shortbread
And my eyes get wet
I afraid of something every time
I am
I am