Fake Smiles by Benni Hunnit Lyrics

I'm feeling so shot I got hit by a Ruger
The shooter of life is a certified trooper
I'm feeling so down to the ground that I'm under
Won't let me have joy they be taking my thunder
The people that love me they really be stabbing
They cut me real deep then say it didn't happen
I've been through the struggle I've been through the trenches
My life has been clashing I'm breaking the dishes
I'm losing control...
I don't know if I want to keep on living
Fucked up on drugs hoping they kill me
You got the molly I got the perks let's get it, Ayy…
Let's get it, you got the molly I got the perks let's get it…
Perks let's get I, hmm...

[HOOK]
I fake smile like yeah yeah yeah
I'm in denial like yeah yeah yeah
I play it off like yeah yeah yeah
Brush it off like yeah yeah yeah
Fallofrayy:
Yeah yeah yeah take a sip now the Henny in it
Jet fuel I could feel it hitting
Heart pounding my life is slipping
All smiles but you know I'm with it
Reason to live now I clearly missed it
Blade tucked now you know I'm with it
Pull the trigger now I'm full ballistic
Are you okay? Yo Fall you good?
Yeah nigga I'm doing aight
Just been grey clouds all night
Eyes low and I'm losing sight
Blind to fear death in my eyes, as a kid I was traumatised
It's all right I can sleep at night daydreaming for the better ways
Can never go a day without negativity in the way
Tears in my eyes but I'm not the same finding new ways to cover
My pain happiness will clearly never remain
Different stories but we're all the same
Different stories but the pain is the same (yea)
Got this mask secured on my face (yea)
I'm lost and faded away with my pain (my pain)
This vaudeville is a crack on a frame (yea yea)
Fake Smiles but God's always in the rain (he’s in the rain)
Yeah, Fall!

[HOOK]
I fake smile like yeah yeah yeah…
I'm in denial like yeah yeah yeah…
I play it off like yeah yeah yeah…
Brush it off like yeah yeah yeah…
Fallofrayy: Ayo Benni I think we got heat bro!