In Memoriam by Bellwether Lyrics

I can't believe it happened again this year
I was surprised when out came the tears
Cuz for the first few hours all I felt was numb
As if somehow, someway death loses it’s meaning
From a lifetime of its repetition

I am looking to the sky
Looking for some sort of design

It's far too dark for this to be a joke
I learned funerary etiquette before I learned to cook
And our community grows stronger
But its only temporary
And it shouldn't take a death
No it shouldn’t comе to that

I am looking to the sky
Looking for some sort of design
I am staring at thе floor
From all this chaos that I just cannot ignore
I've seen so many things
Since the years I used to sing
Na Na Na Na Na

I am looking to the sky
Looking for some sort of design
I am staring at the floor
From all this chaos that I just cannot ignore