Scarred by Beerbong Lyrics

I've got some troubles to define perception
It could come back to me
Maybe it's more than I should bear
Fallen into misleading self-deception
That is blinding me within
The line that bounds anybody
Have I had lively changes
In my lifetime direction
Or I used to get used
What a fucked trick has to be!
Strenght leads the way
But not just for you!
I know what really cares about me
I know what really cares
I know how things work out
Leaving it drags me down in false sobriety
But I can't reach out
What really happens to me
The trick is in everything and
I choose to lose myself in the stream
Everything outside is turning inside my head
Have I had lively changes
In my lifetime direction
Or I used to get used
What a fucked trick has to be!
Strenght leads the way
But not just for you!
I suppose I'll start thinking
I've scarred off me