What does it mean by Bed Rugs Lyrics

[Verse 1:]
What do you mean
It's not what it seems
You're leaning on my lack of faith
I was alone about a year ago
But all i know i got better

[Chorus:]
Will i love
Will i go to take things ?
Will you wait for me in your fantasy
Where i still care

[Verse 2:]
What's the sweetest proof
I'm gonna change for you
Bottle after bottle
Hour after hour
Ever sip tastes a little more sour

[Chorus:]

Can i ?
Will you dance for me
Don't care for me
Should i still care

What does it mean
(x2)

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