Natsukis Reality by Bearandrocky1 Lyrics

Everyday
My heart pounds when I see you walk
Into the club room
I play it safe
Put my hands on my hips and keep
My guard up for you
Though you can't tell
I'm visibly shaking
I'm lucky that
You're oblivious as can be
But when you start to notice my actions
What will you do when
You finally see me?
...
What will you do when
You Meet the real me?
...
Hey again, glad you're back
Gonna read some more manga next to me?
U-uh not that I really
Want you to sit here though
So actually
Why do I have to hide my own feelings?
What good is love when
I can't just be myself?
And if you see what I'm really hiding
What will you say when
You find the girl inside
...
Does my heart
Only want you to love
The faker version of me?
Is it love if the girl that you
Love will never be truly free?
...
Wonder now if it's even worth trying
How can I change who I am in reality
If I can't be the girl that you wanted
What do I do in my own reality?
And in my reality
If I don't know how to love you~
I'll leave you be