Youth by Bakra Flutse Lyrics
[Part 1]
When I was young - I used to be full of energy - Yes
Never been more happy - it's still a beautiful memory
My thoughts wandered off because my mind is a maze
Oh, I just wanted some praise – yes, I’ve tried many ways
I used to game with Danny all the time back in the fifth grade
He used to live in England and I saw him as my best mate
Long after that I found that out that he was sick
He had an unknown disease – which killed him very quick
And I’ve never been more sad than that - my entire life
And I'll never see him back – there ain’t no afterlife
I got depressed - for a very long time
Now I’m putting those feelings on a beat - in a rhyme
[Chorus]
Sipping my drinks here at the back of some bar - i got
Ice on my neck - my youth left me a scar
I can't even see straight I got some crystals up my nose - yes
Everyone has fun - except for me I’ve overdone
Sipping my drinks here at the back of some bar - i got
Ice on my neck - my youth left me a scar
I can't even see straight I got some crystals up my nose - yes
I don’t even know - tell me where to go
[Part 2]
The guys back in the days, told me - I was a hindrance
Yes, I was lonely - my life had no existence
As time passed by - I learned that life isn't fair
Felt like an outsider in school - every time I was there
But I met a girl online - thought that she was the one
Sleepless nights went by - yes, I never had this much fun
I got addicted to caffeine - that supply was all I need
Wanted to stay awake - not knowing I was getting mislead
Shawdy said she loved me - but slept with my best friend
It was in a weekend and I still can't comprehend
Our relationship vanished - right before my eyes
Depression took control over sad emotions and their lies
[Chorus]
Sipping my drinks here at the back of some bar - i got
Ice on my neck - my youth left me a scar
I can't even see straight I got some crystals up my nose - yes
Everyone has fun - except for me I’ve overdone
Sipping my drinks here at the back of some bar
I got ice on my neck - and my youth left me a scar
I can't even see straight I got some crystals up my nose - yes
I don’t even know - tell me where to go
[Part 3]
Lately when I wake up - I just wanna get back to sleep
I'm suffering while - I’m being comforted by Lil Peep
I want to feel happy – or just feel anything at all - please
Promise me you'll be happy in the end after all
When I was young - I used to be full of energy - Yes
Never been more happy - it's still a beautiful memory
My thoughts wandered off because my mind is a maze
Oh, I just wanted some praise – yes, I’ve tried many ways
I used to game with Danny all the time back in the fifth grade
He used to live in England and I saw him as my best mate
Long after that I found that out that he was sick
He had an unknown disease – which killed him very quick
And I’ve never been more sad than that - my entire life
And I'll never see him back – there ain’t no afterlife
I got depressed - for a very long time
Now I’m putting those feelings on a beat - in a rhyme
[Chorus]
Sipping my drinks here at the back of some bar - i got
Ice on my neck - my youth left me a scar
I can't even see straight I got some crystals up my nose - yes
Everyone has fun - except for me I’ve overdone
Sipping my drinks here at the back of some bar - i got
Ice on my neck - my youth left me a scar
I can't even see straight I got some crystals up my nose - yes
I don’t even know - tell me where to go
[Part 2]
The guys back in the days, told me - I was a hindrance
Yes, I was lonely - my life had no existence
As time passed by - I learned that life isn't fair
Felt like an outsider in school - every time I was there
But I met a girl online - thought that she was the one
Sleepless nights went by - yes, I never had this much fun
I got addicted to caffeine - that supply was all I need
Wanted to stay awake - not knowing I was getting mislead
Shawdy said she loved me - but slept with my best friend
It was in a weekend and I still can't comprehend
Our relationship vanished - right before my eyes
Depression took control over sad emotions and their lies
[Chorus]
Sipping my drinks here at the back of some bar - i got
Ice on my neck - my youth left me a scar
I can't even see straight I got some crystals up my nose - yes
Everyone has fun - except for me I’ve overdone
Sipping my drinks here at the back of some bar
I got ice on my neck - and my youth left me a scar
I can't even see straight I got some crystals up my nose - yes
I don’t even know - tell me where to go
[Part 3]
Lately when I wake up - I just wanna get back to sleep
I'm suffering while - I’m being comforted by Lil Peep
I want to feel happy – or just feel anything at all - please
Promise me you'll be happy in the end after all