Nobody to U by Bad Luck Bison Lyrics

Countless daydreams in my head
I overplayed that you'd pick me instead
Countless prayers that i've said
For god to smite me down and flip the mattress on my bed

I believe
The distance in our worlds
The dots between our words
Are rocks beneath the current
And I should've known better from the start
I'd be lying to myself
If it's not tearing me apart
That you dont know
On what i'd do to be with you
Cause I would kill everybody
For me to be somebody

Unsent messages, unsent waves
That i made to keep myself at bay
Keep promising myself to be my betterself
If meteors came crashing down the whole wide world
You'll be my first thought when you're not mine to think about
And I believe
The distance in our worlds
The dots between our words
Are rocks beneath the current
And I should've known better from the start
I'd be lying to myself
If it's not tearing me apart
That you dont know
On what i'd do to be with you
Cause I would kill everybody
For me to be somebody
And it kills me to be lonely
After all i'm just nobody
To you