Self Service by BT Lucci Lyrics
[Intro]
Sound Unity Entertainment
Hey B man, pass me a pen
I got something to say man, shit
Fuck homie, my life nigga
[Verse 1]
Sitting in the back seat of that [?]
Got three niggas looking at me like young homie what’s the deal
My brother was one and he let it all happen
I guess he figured out I had to be ready for blasting and scrapping
But I wasn’t to say the fucking least
Or one of the big homies was talking shit all in my mouth, please I was nervous
I got my vow down a little
That nigga knew it and he can’t play with my emotions like a fiddle
Until I got pissed, I just start cussing, I don’t remember what I said
All I know it’s in my head I kept thinking I want this motherfucker dead
And he smiled and look back at my brother the [?]
See he ain’t cover my heart
Yeah nigga I need a rider since the motherfucking start
Even when I didn’t think I had it in me
I was in love with being scared like Evan was love in love with Winnie
Just like the wonder years nigga, medieval times the black death
[Hook]
I don’t know where I’m going nigga, who the fuck I am or am I a space traveler
But now I’m on Crenshaw with this motherfucking caliber
With the big homie in his big bad truck
I don’t give a fuck
I’m lying, I’m a little nervus
I’m smoking kush and drinking hit and doing it on purpose
They been looking at me like my life is fucking worthless
I been came up with no help, nigga self service
[Verse 2]
The demons in my closet keep making pumps in the night
I know who they are I know what they want
I can’t sleep nigga my mind’s moving too fast
But that’s me nigga always had to be ahead of the class
But that was my dad, he had me terrified to make the wrong move
I remember when he grabbed me by my neck
Cause I couldn’t figure out a Math problem
So I had to figure it out or I thought he was gon’ keep squeezing
I started crying nigga I was so scared
Couldn’t get the answer and he just threw my head out the way
Got up and left for work while I still cried
He called me thirty minutes later saying he was sorry
And I forgave but I never forgot
I never forgot how they evicted me and throw my ma from my house
What you mean I don’t have a home motherfucker
I ain’t never gonna let that happen again motherfucker
[Hook]
I don’t know where I’m going nigga
Who the fuck I am or am I a space traveler
But now I’m on Crenshaw with this motherfucking caliber
With the big homie in his big bad truck
And I don’t give a fuck
I’m lying, I’m a little nervus
I’m smoking kush and drinking hit and doing it on purpose
They been looking at me like my life is fucking worthless
I been came up with no help, nigga self service
[Verse 3]
Nobody took nothing away from me
I took it away from myself
Low self esteem is bad for your health
I missed out on a lot of shit cause I held myself back
I was content with my bitch damn I go get a lacking
And that’s something I still fight with
Even though I rose to the ranks of a king and shit
I can find anything I want
Bi can have any bitch I like
But I still feel like a youngster tryna help myself before a fight
[Hook]
I don’t know where I’m going nigga
Who the fuck I am or am I a space traveler
But now I’m on Crenshaw with this motherfucking caliber
With the big homie in his big bad truck
And I don’t give a fuck
I’m lying, I’m a little nervus
I’m smoking kush and drinking hit and doing it on purpose
They been looking at me like my life is fucking worthless
I been came up with no help, nigga self service
Sound Unity Entertainment
Hey B man, pass me a pen
I got something to say man, shit
Fuck homie, my life nigga
[Verse 1]
Sitting in the back seat of that [?]
Got three niggas looking at me like young homie what’s the deal
My brother was one and he let it all happen
I guess he figured out I had to be ready for blasting and scrapping
But I wasn’t to say the fucking least
Or one of the big homies was talking shit all in my mouth, please I was nervous
I got my vow down a little
That nigga knew it and he can’t play with my emotions like a fiddle
Until I got pissed, I just start cussing, I don’t remember what I said
All I know it’s in my head I kept thinking I want this motherfucker dead
And he smiled and look back at my brother the [?]
See he ain’t cover my heart
Yeah nigga I need a rider since the motherfucking start
Even when I didn’t think I had it in me
I was in love with being scared like Evan was love in love with Winnie
Just like the wonder years nigga, medieval times the black death
[Hook]
I don’t know where I’m going nigga, who the fuck I am or am I a space traveler
But now I’m on Crenshaw with this motherfucking caliber
With the big homie in his big bad truck
I don’t give a fuck
I’m lying, I’m a little nervus
I’m smoking kush and drinking hit and doing it on purpose
They been looking at me like my life is fucking worthless
I been came up with no help, nigga self service
[Verse 2]
The demons in my closet keep making pumps in the night
I know who they are I know what they want
I can’t sleep nigga my mind’s moving too fast
But that’s me nigga always had to be ahead of the class
But that was my dad, he had me terrified to make the wrong move
I remember when he grabbed me by my neck
Cause I couldn’t figure out a Math problem
So I had to figure it out or I thought he was gon’ keep squeezing
I started crying nigga I was so scared
Couldn’t get the answer and he just threw my head out the way
Got up and left for work while I still cried
He called me thirty minutes later saying he was sorry
And I forgave but I never forgot
I never forgot how they evicted me and throw my ma from my house
What you mean I don’t have a home motherfucker
I ain’t never gonna let that happen again motherfucker
[Hook]
I don’t know where I’m going nigga
Who the fuck I am or am I a space traveler
But now I’m on Crenshaw with this motherfucking caliber
With the big homie in his big bad truck
And I don’t give a fuck
I’m lying, I’m a little nervus
I’m smoking kush and drinking hit and doing it on purpose
They been looking at me like my life is fucking worthless
I been came up with no help, nigga self service
[Verse 3]
Nobody took nothing away from me
I took it away from myself
Low self esteem is bad for your health
I missed out on a lot of shit cause I held myself back
I was content with my bitch damn I go get a lacking
And that’s something I still fight with
Even though I rose to the ranks of a king and shit
I can find anything I want
Bi can have any bitch I like
But I still feel like a youngster tryna help myself before a fight
[Hook]
I don’t know where I’m going nigga
Who the fuck I am or am I a space traveler
But now I’m on Crenshaw with this motherfucking caliber
With the big homie in his big bad truck
And I don’t give a fuck
I’m lying, I’m a little nervus
I’m smoking kush and drinking hit and doing it on purpose
They been looking at me like my life is fucking worthless
I been came up with no help, nigga self service