I Want My Voice Back by BT Lucci Lyrics
[Intro]
Crazy nigga
Life is crazier than a mother fucker
And I ain’t bowing down to nothing
I ain’t bowing down to life nothing
I don’t bow down to nothing but God homie
I’m a figure it out boy
[Verse 1]
Everything looks good on the outside but it’s all a lie
Sometimes I just wanna die
Cause of the built up pain homie I feel inside
And time just keeps on passing me by
I don’t fit in with the gangsters or the upper class either
But guess what I play both sides I’m the ultimate deceiver
I keep my eyes to the sky like a wide receiver
And i was nervous when we broke the round with that ether
I didn’t want the streets to consume me neither
And in God and Jesus boy I always been a believer
It’s been couple of times in my life when i saw the grim reaper
And that mother fucker ain’t playing it ain’t muy bonita
[Hook]
The drugs the stress the nightmare ladies my life
I’m reincarnation I don’t know if I can do it twice
I’m hard as ice but I’m also soft as a pillow
I rise I move just like the fucking billows
I’m part of the history of my streets oh weeping willows
I’m hard on the outside boy call me armadillo
I wasn’t there for nothing negative but I made my choice
I screaming nigga but I can’t hear my voice
[Verse 2]
I ain’t dead yet nigga so I keep trying
I learned if i just keep moving I’m a keep flying
But it’s so hard for me to trust myself
Cause for years I lied to myself
And made myself into something that i didn’t recognize
When I looked in the mirror
No longer do i have my confidence I don’t see things clearer
It’s gettin’ ugly young nigga it’s getting hard to handle man
And my lights keep dimming baby like a candle
My life is full of scandal boy I brought it on myself
I was being selfish only thinking of myself
Doing all these drugs I know it’s bad for my health
Man i just keep repeatin’ the past man I’m sick a that shit
You always yapping in my ear I gotta get rid o that bitch
It’s the same old story I can't see no change
Every person that i meet seems to have things
So I keep grinding and staying in my fucking lane
[Hook]
The drugs the stress the nightmare ladies my life
I’m reincarnation I don’t know if I can do it twice
I’m hard as ice but I’m also soft as a pillow
I rise I move just like the fucking billows
I’m part of the history of my streets oh weeping willows
I’m hard on the outside boy call me armadillo
I wasn’t there for nothing negative but I made my choice
I screaming nigga but I can’t hear my voice
[Verse 3]
In my mind I’m a king nigga all hail Caesar
In my heart I’m a nice guy and a people pleaser
I didn’t know which way to take so at the end of my leisure
Then I got caught up with hope in my geister
My mamma still saw me as lil boy dressed up on Easter
But I was long gone man a thug and a cheater
I want my voice back nigga fuck all this reifer
Cause when I look into the mirror I see a creature
[Hook]
The drugs the stress the nightmare ladies my life
I’m reincarnation I don’t know if I can do it twice
I’m hard as ice but I’m also soft as a pillow
I rise I move just like the fucking billows
I’m part of the history of my streets oh weeping willows
I’m hard on the outside boy call me armadillo
I wasn’t there for nothing negative but I made my choice
I screaming nigga but I can’t hear my voice
Crazy nigga
Life is crazier than a mother fucker
And I ain’t bowing down to nothing
I ain’t bowing down to life nothing
I don’t bow down to nothing but God homie
I’m a figure it out boy
[Verse 1]
Everything looks good on the outside but it’s all a lie
Sometimes I just wanna die
Cause of the built up pain homie I feel inside
And time just keeps on passing me by
I don’t fit in with the gangsters or the upper class either
But guess what I play both sides I’m the ultimate deceiver
I keep my eyes to the sky like a wide receiver
And i was nervous when we broke the round with that ether
I didn’t want the streets to consume me neither
And in God and Jesus boy I always been a believer
It’s been couple of times in my life when i saw the grim reaper
And that mother fucker ain’t playing it ain’t muy bonita
[Hook]
The drugs the stress the nightmare ladies my life
I’m reincarnation I don’t know if I can do it twice
I’m hard as ice but I’m also soft as a pillow
I rise I move just like the fucking billows
I’m part of the history of my streets oh weeping willows
I’m hard on the outside boy call me armadillo
I wasn’t there for nothing negative but I made my choice
I screaming nigga but I can’t hear my voice
[Verse 2]
I ain’t dead yet nigga so I keep trying
I learned if i just keep moving I’m a keep flying
But it’s so hard for me to trust myself
Cause for years I lied to myself
And made myself into something that i didn’t recognize
When I looked in the mirror
No longer do i have my confidence I don’t see things clearer
It’s gettin’ ugly young nigga it’s getting hard to handle man
And my lights keep dimming baby like a candle
My life is full of scandal boy I brought it on myself
I was being selfish only thinking of myself
Doing all these drugs I know it’s bad for my health
Man i just keep repeatin’ the past man I’m sick a that shit
You always yapping in my ear I gotta get rid o that bitch
It’s the same old story I can't see no change
Every person that i meet seems to have things
So I keep grinding and staying in my fucking lane
[Hook]
The drugs the stress the nightmare ladies my life
I’m reincarnation I don’t know if I can do it twice
I’m hard as ice but I’m also soft as a pillow
I rise I move just like the fucking billows
I’m part of the history of my streets oh weeping willows
I’m hard on the outside boy call me armadillo
I wasn’t there for nothing negative but I made my choice
I screaming nigga but I can’t hear my voice
[Verse 3]
In my mind I’m a king nigga all hail Caesar
In my heart I’m a nice guy and a people pleaser
I didn’t know which way to take so at the end of my leisure
Then I got caught up with hope in my geister
My mamma still saw me as lil boy dressed up on Easter
But I was long gone man a thug and a cheater
I want my voice back nigga fuck all this reifer
Cause when I look into the mirror I see a creature
[Hook]
The drugs the stress the nightmare ladies my life
I’m reincarnation I don’t know if I can do it twice
I’m hard as ice but I’m also soft as a pillow
I rise I move just like the fucking billows
I’m part of the history of my streets oh weeping willows
I’m hard on the outside boy call me armadillo
I wasn’t there for nothing negative but I made my choice
I screaming nigga but I can’t hear my voice