Monday March 23 by BJ The Queen Lyrics
[Intro]
She cried because the pain was unbearable
She cried because no matter how strong she was, he was still stronger
He could hear her crying out and begging him to stop
But it only seemed to make him want more of her
The louder she got, the harder he went
The more she wept, the more he took
And so he keep on taking what he assumed belonged to him until hе was satisfied
And at that moment, the rеst of the innocence that she had barely been holding onto was drained from her eyes
She stared off into nothingness while he spoke in the background
His voice was muffled and her mind was drifting
She felt frozen, lost, isolated, worthless
Completely fucking empty
[Verse]
Beggin' and screamin', "Please stop, I can't take it, I mean it"
But he keep on goin', panic overflowin', tears is flowin'
Man, I barely even know him, why do he feel like I owe him?
Any part of me at all, he took that shit as if he fucking owned it
All I'm doing is relayin' what I'm thinkin', but not sayin'
I been locked up with my own thoughts, I ain't even fucking prayin'
I been locked inside my room, I feel like I been goin' crazy
Why the fuck am I so chill about it? Why don't this shit phase me?
Front seat of his SUV, we drunk and he on top of me
It start to hurt so fucking bad, so I'm like, "Hold up, get off, please"
But he say I ain't running until he cumming, I'ma take the D
And now I'm fucking crying, I can't take it, he ain't listening
But fuck it, y'all don't get it, y'all could never fucking understand
How it feel to be a woman stuck under a fucking man
Cryin' and you fightin', you can't even move his fuckin' hands
Lay there and you cryin' 'til he's done with his fucking demands
Just incase some of y'all motherfuckers uneducated
Lemme break it down, shut the fuck up, just listen, I'll explain it
Any woman can change her mind at any time, fuck the arrangements
Matter of fact, it's the fuck with sometimes she don't even gotta say shit
I know that it's hard to understand when you a selfish man
And everything in your life was given to you from someone hand
So everything you see in life, you take it, done it all your life
Man, why you think women so pressed to walking round with guns and knives?
When I told my wife, all she said was, "Damn, thanks for sharin'"
If it ain't my best friend, then who else is supposed to be carin'?
Told another motherfucker, he ain't believe it, said I was trippin'
What's the fuck the point of sayin' shit? That's why I keep the shit in
And the shittiest part about it was he was my own motherfucking blood
And I don't mean a relative, I mean the gang, it fucking sucks
When it be your own people who fuck you up, like, yo, what the fuck?
You 'posed to protect me, now I don't even wanna throw signs up
I'm scarred for life, it's hard to find my old self, I lost my own mind
But just like every other trauma in my life, man, I'll be fine
I ain't no snitch, I recognize that karma's real and so am I
So fuck it, keep it pushing, just let him believe in his own mind
I'm good, man, don't ask me how I'm feeling, how I'm doing
I've gone years and years without human connection, y'all done ruined
My perception and my movement, taking to myself, I'm fluent
I've been screwed over so many times by my own kind, so fuck y'all, screw it
My own father gave me the greatest piece of advice
He said, "The older that you get the more you will start to realize
That no one actually gives a fuck, and won't for the rest of your life"
And now that I been growing up, I see that he couldn't be more right
This bullshit happened right after I fucking lost him, how 'bout that
Now anywhere I go, I gotta deal with another fucking man
That just ain't him, I hate it, yeah, I'm fucking mad, I want him back
Honestly, I just miss my fucking dad
She cried because the pain was unbearable
She cried because no matter how strong she was, he was still stronger
He could hear her crying out and begging him to stop
But it only seemed to make him want more of her
The louder she got, the harder he went
The more she wept, the more he took
And so he keep on taking what he assumed belonged to him until hе was satisfied
And at that moment, the rеst of the innocence that she had barely been holding onto was drained from her eyes
She stared off into nothingness while he spoke in the background
His voice was muffled and her mind was drifting
She felt frozen, lost, isolated, worthless
Completely fucking empty
[Verse]
Beggin' and screamin', "Please stop, I can't take it, I mean it"
But he keep on goin', panic overflowin', tears is flowin'
Man, I barely even know him, why do he feel like I owe him?
Any part of me at all, he took that shit as if he fucking owned it
All I'm doing is relayin' what I'm thinkin', but not sayin'
I been locked up with my own thoughts, I ain't even fucking prayin'
I been locked inside my room, I feel like I been goin' crazy
Why the fuck am I so chill about it? Why don't this shit phase me?
Front seat of his SUV, we drunk and he on top of me
It start to hurt so fucking bad, so I'm like, "Hold up, get off, please"
But he say I ain't running until he cumming, I'ma take the D
And now I'm fucking crying, I can't take it, he ain't listening
But fuck it, y'all don't get it, y'all could never fucking understand
How it feel to be a woman stuck under a fucking man
Cryin' and you fightin', you can't even move his fuckin' hands
Lay there and you cryin' 'til he's done with his fucking demands
Just incase some of y'all motherfuckers uneducated
Lemme break it down, shut the fuck up, just listen, I'll explain it
Any woman can change her mind at any time, fuck the arrangements
Matter of fact, it's the fuck with sometimes she don't even gotta say shit
I know that it's hard to understand when you a selfish man
And everything in your life was given to you from someone hand
So everything you see in life, you take it, done it all your life
Man, why you think women so pressed to walking round with guns and knives?
When I told my wife, all she said was, "Damn, thanks for sharin'"
If it ain't my best friend, then who else is supposed to be carin'?
Told another motherfucker, he ain't believe it, said I was trippin'
What's the fuck the point of sayin' shit? That's why I keep the shit in
And the shittiest part about it was he was my own motherfucking blood
And I don't mean a relative, I mean the gang, it fucking sucks
When it be your own people who fuck you up, like, yo, what the fuck?
You 'posed to protect me, now I don't even wanna throw signs up
I'm scarred for life, it's hard to find my old self, I lost my own mind
But just like every other trauma in my life, man, I'll be fine
I ain't no snitch, I recognize that karma's real and so am I
So fuck it, keep it pushing, just let him believe in his own mind
I'm good, man, don't ask me how I'm feeling, how I'm doing
I've gone years and years without human connection, y'all done ruined
My perception and my movement, taking to myself, I'm fluent
I've been screwed over so many times by my own kind, so fuck y'all, screw it
My own father gave me the greatest piece of advice
He said, "The older that you get the more you will start to realize
That no one actually gives a fuck, and won't for the rest of your life"
And now that I been growing up, I see that he couldn't be more right
This bullshit happened right after I fucking lost him, how 'bout that
Now anywhere I go, I gotta deal with another fucking man
That just ain't him, I hate it, yeah, I'm fucking mad, I want him back
Honestly, I just miss my fucking dad