Brians Lament by B.Slade Lyrics

Lost my Christmas Cheer
Mom's not here this year
Sometimes I just stare in silence
Damn I feel just like an orphan
Life without my parents
Cuts me like a knife I'm bleeding

Young Rick turned his back
In my face he spat
One year I can save a nation
Now I'm reduced to my orientation
Really ?
Really ?
Tell me why did you change your mind ?