I dont wanna feel like this by Auldexio Lyrics
*coughing, crying*
(Chorus)
Girl how'll I love you? I can't love myself
Each day I wake up, wish I'm someone else
Girl how'll I love you? I can't love myself
Each day I wake up, wish I'm someone else
(Verse: Auldexio)
Look, how can I love you, I can't even love myself
Each day that I wake up I wish I was someone else
Always staying quiet but my soul is yelling "Help!"
I've been up for so long I forgot how feeling felt
Look, stepping on this empty grass, yuh
Hoping that this time will pass, but look
Time is [?] slow but my mind is running fast
I been staring at the Devil in the face, he wants to dance
Look, gun to my head, but it's only my thoughts
I be praying, but it ain't working upside down, like a cross
Yeah, I'm hoping I make it to the gate, I'm feeling lost
Hoping you forgive me for my sins before we cross
Look, tryna get high to forget your name
Once I'm finally moving on then you text me "Hey"
You shot me where it hurts, and that ain't the brain
I wish you had the love that you always claimed
Feeling like everybody's now the same
It's like my life ain't worth it now I'm just a game
When I get played so much, who am I to blame?
Now my feelings and my soul went down the drain
"But that's life."
That's what everybody said
Well fuck it, if it's true then I wanna be dead
'Cause let me tell you right now, I'm hanging by a thread
Tryna really find out if there's a god ahead, damn
(Chorus)
Girl how'll I love you? I can't love myself
Each day I wake up, wish I'm someone else
Girl how'll I love you? I can't love myself
Each day I wake up, wish I'm someone else
(Chorus)
Girl how'll I love you? I can't love myself
Each day I wake up, wish I'm someone else
Girl how'll I love you? I can't love myself
Each day I wake up, wish I'm someone else
(Verse: Auldexio)
Look, how can I love you, I can't even love myself
Each day that I wake up I wish I was someone else
Always staying quiet but my soul is yelling "Help!"
I've been up for so long I forgot how feeling felt
Look, stepping on this empty grass, yuh
Hoping that this time will pass, but look
Time is [?] slow but my mind is running fast
I been staring at the Devil in the face, he wants to dance
Look, gun to my head, but it's only my thoughts
I be praying, but it ain't working upside down, like a cross
Yeah, I'm hoping I make it to the gate, I'm feeling lost
Hoping you forgive me for my sins before we cross
Look, tryna get high to forget your name
Once I'm finally moving on then you text me "Hey"
You shot me where it hurts, and that ain't the brain
I wish you had the love that you always claimed
Feeling like everybody's now the same
It's like my life ain't worth it now I'm just a game
When I get played so much, who am I to blame?
Now my feelings and my soul went down the drain
"But that's life."
That's what everybody said
Well fuck it, if it's true then I wanna be dead
'Cause let me tell you right now, I'm hanging by a thread
Tryna really find out if there's a god ahead, damn
(Chorus)
Girl how'll I love you? I can't love myself
Each day I wake up, wish I'm someone else
Girl how'll I love you? I can't love myself
Each day I wake up, wish I'm someone else