Lies. by Aryan Julka, rgv, A.T.G. Lyrics
I always would stretch out a hopeful hand, to the infinite
Hoping you would pull me and in your heart I'll land (I'll land)
Hoping, I closed my tear-drenched eyes
Waiting for them to open and find you, in the widening abyss of a million lies
(Million lies)
I was ready to bring you the moon
Breakfast in the morningwith a fork and a spoon
Shown you the stars, on a sunday afternoon
Tuck you in bed, and say see you soon
For you I was a crazy old buffon
You said I drive you crazy
You said that I'm your baby
Was that all a lie (Was that all a lie)
You said you'd never leave me
You said I'd never be lonely
Was that too a lie
Shared my best moments with her, flip it turns out that it was for nothing
Been agеs since she flipping left mе for dead, I'm too numb to feel something
Trying to give her everything that I had, lost myself in the process
I was so blinded by love there's no way I could've seen it coming
Nobody to love and nobody to hold
I don't wanna grow old
And still be alone
And still be a mess
And question my worth
Is this a test
Man I'm so hurt
This shit's absurd
I need to smoke
Need to get high
Need to get all the pain out of my mind (Need to get all the pain out of my mind)
Aching, I toiled as, I pulled my hand back from the infinite, to reality
To the incensing actuality, oh yeah
I raised my head, unwrapped my knees, opened my eyes
To find that everything I hoped for, shattered, in front of me, in my mirror, all these lies (Yeah)
You said I drive you crazy
You said that I'm your baby
Was that all a lie (Was that all a lie)
You said you'd never leave me
You said I'd never be lonely (You said i'd never be lonely)
Was that too a lie
What's gotten into me?
I'm my own enemy
Constantly feeding the negative energy
Constantly thinking of shit that just bothers me
It's not a mood it's a whole flipping vibe
It's not a phase it's my whole flipping life (I'm telling you, that none of it was ever a lie)
It's my anxiety getting the best of me
Trying to drown my demons but they survive
Hoping you would pull me and in your heart I'll land (I'll land)
Hoping, I closed my tear-drenched eyes
Waiting for them to open and find you, in the widening abyss of a million lies
(Million lies)
I was ready to bring you the moon
Breakfast in the morningwith a fork and a spoon
Shown you the stars, on a sunday afternoon
Tuck you in bed, and say see you soon
For you I was a crazy old buffon
You said I drive you crazy
You said that I'm your baby
Was that all a lie (Was that all a lie)
You said you'd never leave me
You said I'd never be lonely
Was that too a lie
Shared my best moments with her, flip it turns out that it was for nothing
Been agеs since she flipping left mе for dead, I'm too numb to feel something
Trying to give her everything that I had, lost myself in the process
I was so blinded by love there's no way I could've seen it coming
Nobody to love and nobody to hold
I don't wanna grow old
And still be alone
And still be a mess
And question my worth
Is this a test
Man I'm so hurt
This shit's absurd
I need to smoke
Need to get high
Need to get all the pain out of my mind (Need to get all the pain out of my mind)
Aching, I toiled as, I pulled my hand back from the infinite, to reality
To the incensing actuality, oh yeah
I raised my head, unwrapped my knees, opened my eyes
To find that everything I hoped for, shattered, in front of me, in my mirror, all these lies (Yeah)
You said I drive you crazy
You said that I'm your baby
Was that all a lie (Was that all a lie)
You said you'd never leave me
You said I'd never be lonely (You said i'd never be lonely)
Was that too a lie
What's gotten into me?
I'm my own enemy
Constantly feeding the negative energy
Constantly thinking of shit that just bothers me
It's not a mood it's a whole flipping vibe
It's not a phase it's my whole flipping life (I'm telling you, that none of it was ever a lie)
It's my anxiety getting the best of me
Trying to drown my demons but they survive