Hazia Lethal Dose by Around The Deep Lyrics

In nomine Ixtabi
I declare me
As the absolut executioner of myself
In nomine Ixtabi
I declare me

I never tried
To save me
'cause even if I did that
Then what?
Love neither I could see
And even if I embrace death
Then what?
Free neither I could be
A single dose of happines and then
Straight into the chasm of darkness
Oh, don't you see?
Don't you see, don't you see
How eternal is the sufference of my human fucking being?
Ixtab
Hit me with your favourite weapon
Ixtab
Castrates my incoherent desire to live
Suppres my mutable smile
Yesterday don't know why I survived but tonight
It's hazia lethal dose time
I scream the anathema of my life
Its sounds like this: "I wanna die"
Ixtab
Give me now what I deserve
A beautiful thorns' wreath
For my death