No help by Armindo Lyrics
Seeing where I am right now, I got nobody to thank for where I am right now. I did it all by myself
Welcome
This is my story, these are the facts
10 year old me trying to be a man
That's where it all dates back
10 year old kid had to grow up fast
In a foreign country labeled the outcast
Could you please sit down? I need your attention and time
"yeah"
Stress, fights, addiction
That was my jurisdiction
I didn't care about no vision
I lived in the present and cared about no issues
That was my life,always on borderline, I even felt suicide
Mental health, that is a problem for me
I ain't feel right in the head, all of these voice are talking to me
They always bashing on me, from the moment I wake...
To the moment I sleep
"Promise man, we ain't ever gonna leave"
"yeah"
I went to school and searched for help
Let me tell you no luck there
I talked to friends, well at least I thought they were
Thanks to them, no more inner peace
When I meet someone new all I think is, don't come through
That's why I spend my time in my room
Let me tell y'all a funny story
I was only 16 when one morning
I was told all my "friends" were talking
On my back they were trashing my name
I came up to them to ask just why
I thought we were friends
I thought we were pals
I thought it was us together till the end
"this isn't funny"
Nah, but it's our story
That's what is like if you live like me
Thats what is like if you are crazy
Raise your hand if you are with me
Welcome to the club our name is sheep
We are commonly known as the black sheep
The outcast, also the outsiders
We are the outlaws
We might seem small right now
Just give me time
We will be an army
You won't stop me
We are crazy
We are a family
These people need a voice that's why I'm here
Its my destiny
These words I'm singing ain't just words they are my life
They are my story
I might take a pill, maybe then I'll feel happy
I went to my counselor at school
She tried to help but just sent me to therapy
I didn't go, years went by, I moved away
I went recently and she just gave me med's
I don't want pills to feel happy
I want real happiness and feel complete
"yeah"
This is a story I rather keep
Deep down I know there is someone like me
They need help that's why I'm here
I'll tell you my story
Be aware it's not a happy place to be, but it's real
I ain't gonna sugar coat anything
That's just not me
Life full of lies that's not pretty
Many people tried to help me
They never did nothing for me
I'm tired of searching and talking to strangers that don't care about me
This music is therapy for me
It's my salvation
I hope you can save yourself just like
I saved myself from damnation
Those are the facts of life
If you are sad, take a pill
You have anxiety?
Take a pill
That is my problem with therapist
I'm looking for real happiness
Not for a pill that will momentarily make me feel happy
Will I ever feel happy?
I don't know
I'm working towards it
Welcome
This is my story, these are the facts
10 year old me trying to be a man
That's where it all dates back
10 year old kid had to grow up fast
In a foreign country labeled the outcast
Could you please sit down? I need your attention and time
"yeah"
Stress, fights, addiction
That was my jurisdiction
I didn't care about no vision
I lived in the present and cared about no issues
That was my life,always on borderline, I even felt suicide
Mental health, that is a problem for me
I ain't feel right in the head, all of these voice are talking to me
They always bashing on me, from the moment I wake...
To the moment I sleep
"Promise man, we ain't ever gonna leave"
"yeah"
I went to school and searched for help
Let me tell you no luck there
I talked to friends, well at least I thought they were
Thanks to them, no more inner peace
When I meet someone new all I think is, don't come through
That's why I spend my time in my room
Let me tell y'all a funny story
I was only 16 when one morning
I was told all my "friends" were talking
On my back they were trashing my name
I came up to them to ask just why
I thought we were friends
I thought we were pals
I thought it was us together till the end
"this isn't funny"
Nah, but it's our story
That's what is like if you live like me
Thats what is like if you are crazy
Raise your hand if you are with me
Welcome to the club our name is sheep
We are commonly known as the black sheep
The outcast, also the outsiders
We are the outlaws
We might seem small right now
Just give me time
We will be an army
You won't stop me
We are crazy
We are a family
These people need a voice that's why I'm here
Its my destiny
These words I'm singing ain't just words they are my life
They are my story
I might take a pill, maybe then I'll feel happy
I went to my counselor at school
She tried to help but just sent me to therapy
I didn't go, years went by, I moved away
I went recently and she just gave me med's
I don't want pills to feel happy
I want real happiness and feel complete
"yeah"
This is a story I rather keep
Deep down I know there is someone like me
They need help that's why I'm here
I'll tell you my story
Be aware it's not a happy place to be, but it's real
I ain't gonna sugar coat anything
That's just not me
Life full of lies that's not pretty
Many people tried to help me
They never did nothing for me
I'm tired of searching and talking to strangers that don't care about me
This music is therapy for me
It's my salvation
I hope you can save yourself just like
I saved myself from damnation
Those are the facts of life
If you are sad, take a pill
You have anxiety?
Take a pill
That is my problem with therapist
I'm looking for real happiness
Not for a pill that will momentarily make me feel happy
Will I ever feel happy?
I don't know
I'm working towards it