Peace of Mind by Ariel J. Lyrics

Can I just use this track to vent
I been in and out of phases that I had no business in
Fell in love with disappointment I can’t even fake a grin
And I just wanna be happy, so I’ll guess I’ll just pretend
Always in a situation
I just want my peace of mind
Think it’s time to make some changes
Think it’s time to make some time
Think it’s bout time that I face it make the time to make me smile
Why am I a people pleaser? I should love me first sometimes
I should love me first sometimes

I should love me first sometimes
I just want my peace of mind
I should love me first sometimes

Can I just use this track to vent a little bit?
Why we always fall for people we ain’t have no business with?
Why don’t I feel that supported when it comes to my music?
Fell in love and now it’s done, I don’t know who my new muse is yet
I don’t know what my new muse is
Gave my heart away to be thrown away, and made my love feel useless
I should have loved somebody else, someone who wouldn’t have abused it
I should have loved me more than I love you, man damn I feel stupid
Man damn I feel stupid

You took my love and misused it
You took my heart and abused it
I don’t know what my new muse is

This the last verse, man this it
Imma smile more, got more to smile for
While I’m going through all this
I hope my friends learn to be friends
And work through all their disagreements
I hope they hear this, maybe feel this
Life’s too short to not live it

Just venting