Victim by Aqua Girl! Lyrics

I'm going to build myself up
I'm going to get so fucking strong
Make you wish you'd never threatened me
With violence when you said to me
I am not the one who hurt you
I'm just the victim who tore out your heart
And you do not deserve a single ounce of my sympathy
Because i never meant to do you harm

But that's not how it works
I don't know how it works
How it works
I go back and forth in my own head
No matter how much i think can't turn these thoughts into sense
But you know i guess that's fine i'll just spend
Three whole years trying to figure this out

You better hold on fucking tight
I'vе got a white jumpsuit and a sharpened knifе
And i need some catharsis in my life
Because ever since you stabbed me i've been on the defense all of the time
And i don't want to hurt you not really
But the way you feign your innocence
Oh, i can think clearly
You've planted all this doubt in my head
Does this make any sense
Can't even tell if you meant
For me to end up like this
Did you want me dead? does this make any sense?
Well i don't need help from you
I am my own machine